Baby Dont Worry BOUT THEM

Its been a while since I hit the blog. So many thing have happened that I aint gone discuss but I am glad to be in the land of the living. Right now my financial situation is horrible and I wish it was so much better.. Pretty soon it will all get better, I will be moved by June 1, and Ill have more money. I know my current living situation will change cause I cant live with my aunt any longer. Friday night I went out to dinner with my boo and we had a chance to discuss some more issues that we were. Im really loving this communication thing that I am able to express myself with such clarity instead of holding it back. I took my client to Hollywood Park and he damn near killed me. My body is really showing me that I am getting older. Early saturday morning I got up at 5:30 and made my way down to my Alma Mata to see my children graduate. I felt old as hell when they said all EASTERN ILLINOIS UNIVERSITY ALUMNI please stand! I was like DAMN im old as FUCK! Also, my old roommate, ex best friend, and lil/big brother graduated. It actually hurt me so much to see him.. I had not seen him in months and were not on the best of terms right now.. But it was finally closure on my life for I knew that Saturday was going to be the last time I'd ever see or talk to him again. Enough about that! So Saturday my aunt calls me and I didnt answer cause I was at the graduation. Then she calls my granny and tell her that I came in the house at 330 and left at 530. She need to get her times right cause I was at home at 12 something and I didnt leave until a quarter til 6. I was extremely tired the whole way back that I came in and jumped right in the bed. My aunts grandson was over and he was running back and forth ove r my head.. Im like dammit so I got up and took a shower. She then asked me did I know that I had not slept in the last couple of days. Im like yeah I know but whats it to you. So this makes it the third time this week that she has overstepped her boundaries. First it was earlier this week at 645am she was asking me why did I park MY CAR across the street. Does she have a life? Then she wanted me to do something as she sees that im walking out the door. Finally I made to the Pizza parlor to have dinner with Cash. Sunday I went to a graduation party for my daughter and thats when all the hell broke lose. Turns out one of the guys there is friends with my ex.. So the whole time he was checking out my GUY and then went back to my ex and made up this bullshit ass lie talking about he is ugly and basically he is a hott mess... WTF! I actually think my man is quite GOOD LOOKING and sexy. I wouldnt have it any other way. Today we took our clients to U.S. Cellular Field today on a job tour.


Very nice! On my way to work... I get a text from my ex The A telling me about what his busted ass friend said about my guy. Im like all you fags are entitled to your opinions but I know he looks good. In all actuality he looks better than him and his punk ass friend. I LOVE him and IT dont matter what anyone says or how he looks.. I'll love him anyway because I am an UNCONDITIONAL lover. Whatever way you are when I get you is how I accept you and even if you deviate from it, my mind wont be changed. SO BABY CHEER UP! Chill out and hurry home so I can make it all better. I was saddened to find out that a member of my choir when I was in college passed away.. She was young and then to top it off my grandfather has Prostrate cancer and there is nothing they can do. ITs gone be a long night.