I dont want you!

Well the weekend has come and gone. I did not spend any time with my boo. At first I was a little angry but then I got over it cause he had things to do. I joined Balley's on this past weekend and has been working out at least one hour a day. It is my plan to be down some more by my 25th birthday. Saturday I spent my day in Indiana with my family. My grandmothers birthday was Sunday so i was running around Indiana trying to find gifts, cards, and cakes for her. Im so glad that she is not hard to please cause i was trying to hurry and get from that part of Indiana. Sunday I did my regular routine of church and then Sunday evening I had to have a long talk with my boo. I believe now we have an understanding. I know that communication is the key to a sucessful relationship, but when I get angry I tend to withdraw and communication is the last thing on my mind. But after coaching I believe I open up and begin to talk. Monday morning, I get up for work and started sneezing.. OH WHAT THE HELL?? So this went on all day. I get off work and I have the hardest time trying to leave my job for the abundance of Immigrants walking up and down the street. I am not trying to offend anyone who is hispanic... but they cant drive nor can they cross the streets right. DAMN it end your damn protest when people are not getting off work. Bad enough traffic already sucks ass in Chicago now to add to the traffic, thousands of *******,*******, and ***** all in the damn way delaying us even further. I worked both jobs sneezing and snotting all day. After I got off I went up to Dekalb to take my boo back to school. I ended up staying the night since it was so late. We didnt want to disrespect his STR8 roommate so I slept in the bed and he slept on the floor. The white cunt or his dizzy ass girlfriend didnt say shit to me as if I wasnt sitting there.. finally he spoke.. She went back to her room and I guess they were talking shit about via IM. I left at 6:30 Tuesday mornning thinking I would make it to work by 8, not even, I made it around 9. LATE! whatever! Finally he sends me a text message telling me he was going to beat his roommates ass. Of course we all know why. He was talking shit about me spending the night up there. "He felt weird sleeping in the room with a gay man" WTF thats the same GAY man you have been sleeping in the room with since August. Furthermore, your white, skinny, scrawny, and dirty which has never been my type you blond haired blue eyed Devil. I should have slept on the floor with my boo and really made him mad. I was like next time I go up there Imma str8 check shawty and him to keep my name out his mouth for he catch a black fist in his mouth. I got HAY FEVER so now im really irritated by the constant itching of my throat, eyes, and ears. Im tired of blowing my nose and I want it to hurry and past. Damn, has anyone noticed that gas is high as fuck. I remember when I could fill up my car on $25 and it took me $41 dollars to fill up(SCREAMING). Quick Question: If I were your friend and I went out with someone that you have you want nothing to do with and could care less about this person, do you think it is wrong of me to tell you that I just went out with Subject A? Well it happened to me.. I didnt get angry or upset but I couldnt fathom the idea of why would someone tell me that information when they know how I feel about the other person. But maybe its just me overreacting. Happy Birthday to my boy from the ATL, PJ, he turned 19 today. Today Im taking it easy, I didnt go to work this morning. I simply basked under the influence of allergy medicine. Im on my way to the other office to submit my consultant notes and mileage for the month. Also to pick up any new cases that Ill be assigned for MAY.