I have really Fucked it up now.

Its Over and its all my fault! I was determined to make it work but turns out when the pressure is on me I fold and give in to temptation. I have really fucked it up! I have an addiction I cant control and someone needs to help me get control over it. Im so addicted that I cant stop and one just doesnt do it for me. I started with trying one, then another, and so on. Damn! I feel so bad right now. All the time vested and its all going down the drain. I like em milk chocolate to dark chocolate with an occasional white chocolate thrown in there . I like the ones that are thick, there is nothing better than a thick, chocolate......... UHMmmmm.. All I got to say is that Im sorry for wasting time and money. Look at everyone reading this thinking like Damn Maurice done lost it and is a hoe cheating on his guy like that. GET YOUR MINDS out the gutter! Never will I mess around on him. But what I fucked up is my weight loss plan. I have an addiction to sugar! I love cookies, cakes, and pies.. especially cookies. Chocolate chip and Oatmeal raisin. I've been stressed and that was always my comfort food during stressful situations so I folded under pressure and started eating the shit again now I cant stop. I have not been to Bally's in about a week wasting my damn money. Im going to have to get my ass in gear. I was going to try and stay away from it until my birthday but there are too many birthdays and holidays in between. Hell the majority of my family is bunched into two months. My Dad, Uncle, Grandma, grandfather, Godmother, co-workers, sister, and then mine Fall from April 15th until May 23rd. I will have to stop eating it before I gain all of it back.. I am noticing it already cause my ass is getting FAT AGAIN, which I dont mind cause it was the first to go away when I first started losing weight. But now stomach is getting bigger and I aint liking that one bit... I need to increase my cardio, sexercise, and divorce them damn cookies,cakes, and pies! I need some motivation does anyone want to help me?