Back...

I know I been M.I.A for the last few weeks. First I erased my blog then I decided to bring it back and just change the name. Over the last couple weeks I went something that some would call a metamorphosis or others would call simply crazy. Either way its me! But I am glad to be back in the blogging world to express my thoughts and act crazy because not having my outlet probably made me more crazy! Since I been gone I picked up a couple new habits such as going to my co-workers house(whom I might add is in her 50's) like everyday and staying for long hours at a time. She hates her house and I love it. It is like I am a peace and in my safe haven while I am there. Everytime I leave there I am in a better mind frame and at peace with whats going on in my life. Have you ever met someone who is determined to make others lives unhappy? Well I think I found the person. This person I dont care whats going on he will come to me with something to make me mad. But now I remember why I stopped talking to him in the first place. But overall I have gained control of my life and I am happy for it. Now I need to stop driving the hell out of that car. Hell I have put 3000 miles on it already and I only had it a month. Last night Cash and I rode up to Dekalb(NIU) to a black choir concert. It was descent except of the fact the SIUE and NIU choirs were extra ghetto fantabulous. LOL... I was like what the hell? But it was some time when the HOLY SPIRIT came right on in and shut the whole place down. STRAIGHT going under. After that I went to see Dekalb1. The three of us went to eat and then Cash and I left. I talked to Dekalb all the way back home until I went to sleep. Then I am awoken by a phone call from a long time friend we will call Neighbor who told me she was in labor and the baby is 2 months premature. Its probably her faught but now im on my way up there now.