Never cease to amaze me

On Tuesday I did my normal routine of going to bible study learning a good word. Tuesday was also my annual year at my job. I got my annual review and I scored above average. I was mad cause I didnt get the next spot which was superior. Oh well! I was referred for a management position. The message was about God getting us ready for worship. YES! My favorite lesson in the bible. I came home and went to bed..came home and took a cold shower cause my cousins that are staying here ran all the hot water out. I need to hurry up and move out. a brother was tired.. woke right back up at 3am in prayer.. The bible says seek him early and thats what I did.. GOD IS GOOD! The next morning I woke up and went to work. I did some work but not a whole lot! My hormones were starting to brew up! Get control is what I had to say to myself! I was cleaning out my desk and found one of my exes phone number THE A, I contemplated calling him and seeing could we get together. I put the number up and didnt call him. No need of falling back in that trap to be hurt again by him. Then it made me think about the other people in my life and what they mean to me. They never seem to amaze me! For instance Dekalb 1, who calls me and says he is coming home on this weekend and that he wants to see me and that were going to go out. Then their is Starbucks who is just being a complete a**hole to me. I have not heard from him and he has been acting all depressed and stuff on me. All I want is for him to talk to me.