Men F**king Suck

Men never cease to F**king amase me!Ok today started out rough and I didnt sleep well on last night. So i woke at 6:40 to get ready for work leaving me less than 40 minutes to get up and out the house. It took me at least 10 more minutes to get out of bed. Well needless to say I aint get to work until about 8:45 and didnt care. I yawned all morning but I got my work finished. On to the MEAT! So that Nigga Starbucks I keep talking about is such an asshole. Now he has made me so mad to the point he will have me cursing again. I have never met another person in this world like him. It seems like he always has something to say which makes no sense to me. Then he has tunnel vision and only sees things his way and only his way. Life is about more than Mr. Starbucks. So he has this thing embedded in his head that I am seeing more than just him. To set the record straight I aint seeing anyone not even him because he is afraid to commit. It never amazed me that he would come up with some stuff to have a reason not to want to commit to me. FUCK THAT! He is on some bullshit and he knows it. Everything has to be about him and only about him and Fuck the rest of the world. He called me this afternoon and accused me of shit I know I didnt do or have done when in fact everything he said I was or wasnt doing, He fit the description of the culprit. I love how people tell you what you do as if they live through you. But with me being the Gemini I am, I had to tell him NO NO, it was his evil ass all alone. Then I let him know how I didnt appreciate how he treats me. Not to mention twice he has put me out his house. And then the one time I went to his job to have lunch with him. He walked off on me while I was talking leaving me standing there like some homeless man being ignored while asking for change while he road his ass up the escalator. Word to Maurice: Never try to get close to another Scorpio, they got MAD issues. He is mean as hell as if I did something to him.. its really fucked up that I(a good man) has to pay for whatever some punk did to him. All I kept hearing is the patterns he is recognizing in me that he recgonized in others. Well like I told him earlier he is recognizing the patterns because it is he who has the problem is running these people away like he is trying to do to me. Why cant he just be a man about it? Then he made me so mad he made me think about that good Fantasia Cd. First I aint gone beg him, I have let him slide before but I see he aint gone learn. Then I politely let him know he was more than welcome to gone ahead and free himself. Starbucks if you dont want me then dont talk to me! I swear no matter what I do for him, how I try to prove myself worthy, or the time I spend with him. None of it is good enough for him. He must think I am one of those thirsty people who dont have anyone and I have to play the desperate top in need of a bottom. NAW! Not here! I think I have put up with enough of his shit for three months and its time for me to let that Captain undock his ship and set sail into the sea of forgotten people never to be found again. You dont have to try and run me away no more, Ill leave this time. But through all of this he still wants to get to know me! LOL.. what a fucking Joke!