Its about time

I know the time has come for me to move out of my aunts house. It has come to the point where I go and stay gone for hours and days at a time. I don’t know but she must think I am a child because she goes into my room and snoops through my stuff and I ain’t feeling that at all. Then to think she is not even discreet about doing so. Like this weekend she went in my room and got something out of my room that didn’t belong to her. Then I had a box of rubbers sitting on my monitor. I guess she didn’t like that so she took them and sat them on my desk. I was like what gives her the right to mind my business. Then she does not wash the dishes anymore. Like I was gone pretty much all weekend and came home to a sink full of dishes. They gone sit there until she does them because I didn’t make them so they won’t be getting done. I’ll do my best to stay out the house until I can move. Then this crappy ass job of mine that I got to come to everyday. I work for a multi million dollar company who has hella money rolling in and they act as if it’s going to hurt them to give us a raise. With the way things are, rising costs in everything, and the small amount of money I make. The only thing I can do is look for some other employment elsewhere. Gas is going back up, our health insurance went back up, Our co-pays went up and hell even my car insurance went up. DAMN, I don’t make enough money to do anything I want/need to do. Hell I need to file bankruptcy and get rid of everything then move the hell out of that house. But I shant complain because the GOD I serve is a provider, a deliverer, and is more than sufficient enough for me. Next thing to tackle is my life. Over the last six months I’ve evolved and accepted things as though they are. Last night I took my car to the dealer and to get an oil change and my headlight replaced. The service manager a white guy is fine as hell. I tried to pry him for information leading up to his tea. LOL… He caught on to what I was doing and started laughing and so did I. Uhm……..!!!! Then my girl Dolton was trying to come over and get bust down. I was not in the mood for that so in so many words I told her no. She just wasn’t making sense to me either. Like she gone say come pick me and I’ll spend the night and then Ill take you to work in the morning. WTF? I don’t need anyone to take me to work and what a waste of gas seeing as though my car is a V6 and burns hella gas. So that’s Downtown for rush hour and then back to the burbs where she lives then back downtown and back to the burbs. Hell naw not on the $35 my car just took! I love her to death but sometimes she needs to accept things as tho they are. Besides she got a car and don’t need me to pick her and what about her boyfriend? Don’t make me the rebound man! I was extremely tired and still is right now because I have not slept well for the last couple days. Dekalb kept me up last night talking and telling me I always go to sleep on him so I had to stay up and talk to him. I guess I will start doing better and staying up talking to him. This morning I was like can I get another 30 minutes so I decided to get up do what I had to, get dressed, and then go back to sleep until it was time for me to leave for work! I couldn’t even do that for I was lethargic and wasn’t moving much faster than a snail. LOL. Half the day is over and I’m going home and go to bed.