REST IN PEACE

Today totally not being one of the best days of my life. My started at about 6am when I got up and took my shower and got ready for work.. I knew when I got up something was not right because I had that " " In my stomach.. I cant even explain it. I made it about half the way to work and my phone rang.. It was my Aunt Kathy...telling me the my grandma is really sick. Im like whats going on? " Well basically to some it up your grandma had some kind of heart ailment and was not expected to live.. I needed to come to the hospital and say my goodbyes while she was still living." So I continued on to work. As soon as I walked through the door... I began to break down.. All i could do was sign in and run to my office because I was not able to do anything else. All of a sudden I could hear swarms of people in my office talking to me and handing me tissue.. but I didnt know what was going on because I was out of it... Finally I calmed down and went to the Hospital.. I walked in the room to find my grandma in a coma..on a respirator and not responding to stimuli of any kind. I talked to the Nurses and doctors... and they told me she was breathing only because of the respirator and that it was nothing else that they could do for her. I knew already that she had made her transition on Tuesday night when it happened. Im really hurt...and sad. I have never experienced death this close to me. I been a mess all day and trying to deal with it. Ive been crying all day and Im trying to make it. As of today our family has not given the authorization to remove the respirator but we plan to do it in the next couple days. Pray with me and for me while I am going through all of this because it is a really trying time for me.