Im Memoriam

Now that Im back and finally recouped from going to Atlanta I thought I could sit down and jot a few words down on the page. Atlanta afforded me many different opportunities to meet people, get away, and possibly think of my future home. When I was there I met Pj Brazile, NO4REAL, Prodigal sun,my Louisiana friends, and Ken I think is his name. Then of course I saw some of the other people I've met before. Needless to say I had fun. We would wake up at about 12 and by 1 we was drinking. Then we would go out and then come back to the Hotel and Re-Up.. LOL... We kicked it so hard.... The next Event we will be hitting up is probably going to be Dallas and Nashville. I am looking forward to kicking it with everyone that will be there. Last week I was hella tired and did not do much. Hell I only worked twice last week. I had a small lil Noah's ARC get together at my house on Friday night but I was a party pooper cause I got in the bed and went to sleep.. LOL... Saturday I went shopping for a new comforter set to go with my new bedroom furniture. Im such a picky person that everything that I bought I have taken back to the store and the one I bought last night is going back today. LOL... 5 years ago I awoke up at 9:30a in my dorm room and turned on the TV to see a Plane flying into a building. Hell I was still dilusional and I was like damn what kind of crazy ass movie is this. I changed the channel and there that shit went again. SO I sat up and got my celly off the charger to see several missed calls and a voicemail notification. This is real I thought and later to find it out that the U.S. had been hit by terrorists. Immediately I went into shock and fear. I thought damn they coming to get us next and I was like shit and my room is on the top floor. LOL.. finally I got ahold of myself and stopped being melodramatic.. There was no way they would pick this little hick town in the middle of cornfields to come and bomb us. I continued to lay in my bed and made the decision not to go to any of my classes because I was so intrigued as to what was going down but grieving deeply and sobbing for those people who lost they're loved one and praying my cousin who lives in New York had decided to stay home that day. I talked to my grandma all day about what was going on and I wanted to make sure my whole family was safe. What were you doing on 9/11/01? Today, I am at peace because GOD knew the whole time how those people were going to go. I just think about that following thursday when I went to Anthropology and my professor said that he didnt give a fuck about the people or anything else that happened. He said people die everyday from cancer, aids, old age, etc so what makes them any different. I remember so many people cursed him out and walked out the class(YES, I was one of them). GOD, bless the souls of the deceased and be with those who still grieve the loss of they're loved ones.