Smoking Cigarettes at Night!

Since last Wednesday I been hella busy. First I had to go and get my furniture. My furniture would not fit through the door of my apt. I could just cry. Here I was all sweaty and about to cry cause it was so difficult. Something clicked in my head and said see if you could get in through the window. I got the love seat through the window but the couch was not going to make it. I totally had to remove the windows to get it in there.. I didnt care cause I was so happy to have it in there. Ive been working my 2 jobs and then coming home doing some deep cleaning and unpacking that I had not done. Dang, A person never know how much junk they have until they move. Ive been doing myself a favor for when I do move next year into my house.. IVE BEEN THROWING IT AWAY. Word to everyone... If you have not used something in 5 years then chances are you are never going to use it. Saturday I stayed in and chilled and then went to my Friends going away party. Im so jealous she is going to Howard to get her masters and Im sitting here in Chicago working like a Hebrew slave. Sunday I went to church and I took a couple of my friends with me.. GOD was really moving the service.. and my pastor was hitting things on the head. I had not felt so convicted in a long time. He was getting me about my attitude, my mouth, and my unpure thoughts. Sunday me and Dekalb made a deal that we would give up something that we loved the most. He has been working on giving up smoking for the last week. I was so mad at him cause he kept talking about this my last cigarette and kept coming up with more. I was just like dont expect to kiss me or lay next to me. I hate the smell of that stuff. I agreed to give up sugar until he can get over his urges and I immediately starting having withdrawals. I can make it. Yesterday, Me and Dolton went to Olive Garden. It had been so long since I seen her, so of course we had to play hit and squabble. LOL.. We have been playing it for 4 years come August 22. I got my Taurus out of the shop.. Its all fixed and repainted. I parked my new car and now im back to driving it although its only 3 years old. I come home to Dekalb who had a chip on his shoulder from the moment I walked in. Our night went without us speaking 2 words to one another. I grabbed the house phone and got on the phone while he continued to play on the computer. I dont know what the problem was but I aint gone worry about it. He didnt even sleep in the bed, he slept in the front room on the floor. This morning was the same routine.. We didnt say nothing. Uhm, are we breaking up? Or is it withdrawals from cigarettes?

Hell I dont act this bad when I have withdrawals from sex. I aint gone worry about the issues this week I got to get ready for the get together on Saturday.. I hope to see yall there!~