What do I do?

Listening too: Jesus Will by The Barrett Sisters
Well a short little update on the relationship issue. Mr. Maurice is not on the market after all. We reconciled some of our differences and made up. I want to thank all for the words of encouragement. I have to give it to him it took a big man to admit he was wrong and that he wants to improve his behavior. My mom wants me to go with her to the funeral homes and start pricing and picking out the funeral home that were going to use for my grandfather who is slowly dying from cancer which is near the end of its course. I dont like death and this is possibly going to be a hard year for me dealing with death. So far 2 people i know are dead one being my grandma. Damn how can you go from having all 4 of your grandparents alive to possibly 2 within months. But none of us no the time nor place in which we will expire on this earth. I just hope that when I do make my transition to be with my father I am surrounded my family. Whats bothering me is the fact that people read my blog and cant comment on the blog but they send me texts, call me, or hit me up on messenger to tell me they're comment. I find that really strange. Then to already had to my already thinking weird the Intern at my job tells me to come here and then she plants a big one on me. " I think I like you" im like wow! This is deep. I dont know what to do because I dont want to hurt her. She is a really pretty lady and is getting her masters in counseling. GOD BLESS HER! She is from INDIA and has a long ass name. Hey if I married her.. she has to take my full name. A M MC... That may be cute. But Mr. Dekalb aint gone kick my ass for messing with someone and especially no girl. Then my boss is on to us.. she calls me in the office and said "leave that girl alone" I aint messing with her. Well stay away from that office. LOL.. Whatever! Well im going to end it here and go look for furniture cause im hoping to have my place laid by the housewarming and if not most def by the time I come back from ATL.