Transition from LIFE TO LIFE

**Listening too** BLESS YOUR NAME BY: Apostle Donald Alfred

Saturday turned out to be a day of many events. First I went to the hospital with and chilled with my grandma who at that time was alert and letting us know she was trying to recover. I left there and went to get the car washed, get My boo, and pick up Cash. We all then rolled out to a picnic that we had been invited too. We stayed there for a while and then went to my moms house to set up for this birthday party that they were having for me and my sister on Sunday. We left there, I dropped Cash off, and me and baby went home after picking up some Harold's and Bacardi. We eat our food and got drunk and then........... We woke up and I took him home while I ran to the hospital to check on my grandma. Today was not as good as the the previous 48 hours. I then realized that GOD was ready for her to come home with him. Nothing to seemed to be right and it boiled down to it that her body was preparing to die and her soul to exit her body. Her body temperature was 34 and the Blood pressure was 60/40 and she was not responding to me. I stayed a little longer and accepted it as what it was. I then went to my mom's house for the best 25th birthday party(Although it was 2 days early cause its May 23rd) I could imagine having. All my close friends were there and my man. Thanks Cash for the Gift, oh believe me it will be used. I had to thank my mom, grandma, and my moms husband because it was really great. The food was good to me at least and the 26 bottles of alcohol that we drank before we left. Ill admit the whole party was fucked up including Cash and I. I dont know how I made it home but Im glad I made it there safely. About 3am this morning the phone rang and I knew then that GOD called her home.. I refused to answer the phone because I was scared to hear what they would say on the other end. I listened to the message and it confirmed exactly what I thought.. She was GONE! I screamed with grief on the inside. It really bothered me so bad that I could not sleep for the rest of the night. I was so sluggish trying to get out the house this morning. I was late for work and everything. I didnt care cause I should have stayed home.. So now im sitting here feeling like throwing up and crying on the inside.. PRAY FOR ME.. Ill come to work tommorow but then Ill take the rest of the week off and spend some time with my dad..

**Rest In Peace** Odessie Brown Smith 7/6/1928 to 5/22/2006