Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Bullcrap

God is doing some serious working in my life. I was sitting back thinking yesterday how my life is going relatively well right now and I am not stressed, I am happy and stacking my paper. There still comes a point where life issues can throw blows at you. But I can thank GOD I can swing my Steel LouisVille Slugger and return them to sender. Over the weekend I had a lot of time to myself and I began to think. I began to think about where are we going as a race and as a "Community?" We lie and make up shit to make ourselves like the leading man or the victim when in fact were not. I aint gone lie a lot of us on are PURE Bullshit. And why is it that the people that treat us nice we treat them so bad and those that treat us horrible we love. Someone needs to do some research on the subject. So I called up some of my old "Friends" just to see what are they talking about and to prove my theory of bullshit. Friday night I asked one "friend" to accompany me too dinner. Well instead of just saying NO.. They had to go through the statistical analysis of why they couldnt attend but wanted to know where I had in mind. HOW HARD is it? Just say No Maurice I dont want to attend(Incidence of Bullshit). I was not mad at this person cause I expected it. I then called Walmart2. I said hello Walmart! Who is This? ITs Maurice. Oh hey. Went through the whole greeting and finding out how we are. Then the BULLSHIT began to flow so freely like a fountain throwing out water. "Maurice, I have a boyfriend now but im caught up because he says he loves me and we only been together 2 weeks and of course I miss you. I never said I didnt want to talk to you my phone was stolen and I was not able to get in contact with you. But I really miss you!" I felt my glasses slide to the end of my nose and the fierce read flow freely and let him have it. These YOUNG FAGS! Who the hell does he think he is playing with.. I was 19 before. But after I let him know that people who miss one another make contact with one another. And no matter what if you want to keep in contact with a person then you will when you have they're email address, facebook information(might I add, has all my contact info available to my friends), and my telephone #. All he could do was get off the phone. Then we go to Dekalb2 who is another stunt queen who thinks it all about "her." It was our plan to hang out at SPIN on Saturday and of course he came up with some excuse as to why he couldnt come. But in the next 15m I got a text telling me if I didnt go to the club he could come over. As bad as I didnt want to go to club I went. He claims he doesnt like GAY clubs but he is gay. Why is that all the people you have liked treats you so bad. Then something similiar happened to my friend TOOROYAL this weekend... I felt like Lynn Whitfield in "Thin Line Between Love and Hate."
Lets Go and them Royal cause they running us LOW. If no one else takes heed to nothing else I said, take heed to this.............. TREAT PEOPLE THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED AND IF YOU DONT WANT TO DO SOMETHING SIMPLY JUST SAY NO. DONT GO THROUGH ALL THE MELADRAMATICS AND PSYCHODRAMATICS OF LYING AND MAKING UP EXCUSES.

2 Comments:

At 10:04 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I guess I am full of crap huh?

 
At 1:35 PM, Blogger BK said...

awh my baby bruh is growing up.. too bad its through pain we have to find out these things!

 

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