Getting to know you!

I consider myself pretty outgoing person and for the most part easily to get along with. I usually go out of my way to make conversation with people to make friends. Overall I think I think I make a lot of friends because of my outgoing, non shy, comical character. I crack jokes and laugh at others jokes... In the social setting I am quite the sociallite. I try to get to know people by all various means. Ive met some of my best friends from the net, from others, or out in the street. I dont have a problem making conversations with people.. including the wait staff at the restaurants I attend. I make sure I know them by them so I can address them as such. Hell I even met this one waiter cause I talked to him. SO.......
This morning I recieved a plethora of emailing "telling me about myself and what I dont do." I was accused of not trying to get know people and playing with peoples emotions. Also an email dissecting my blog yesterday which I could be facetious and post for the reading audience but I aint. HOW DO I PLEAD: NOT GUILTY! I can not be guilty as charged. This person as you all can guess.. Its the IGNORANT DIM WITTED JACK ASS from yesterday who is mad at the world and ME. I sent a few emails back and then I thought about it.. Im sinking down to be a dim witted jack ass myself which I know I aint. I deserve better than this and I have it. But since I am accused I must justify to get the NOT GUILTY verdict. We met around this last year and I would say it was the best 2 weeks of my life cause I was off work and I had a shawty, I thought they were feeling me.. CLEARLY NOT! Well after those weeks we had a series of discussions that lead to truths about us. A. they really didnt like me B. they didnt like my Hair and wanted to cut it off C. they had some secret to hide D. they are BIPOLAR as hell. All of this within 2 weeks and yet in still I was interested because I thought I was being pushed away because they didnt want to develop feelings. Around this time this is when the blog wars started and the constant back and forth started. Numerous times Ive tried to be friends because they said they wanted that from me. I would say lets go eat.. "NO unless your paying for me" Come over to my house..."NO I will not come where im not welcomed".. DIDNT I Just invite you. OR, me saying i'm/were going to be at this place and time care to join us. He wants to know who all is going to be there and then he sends a pathetic text saying I guess you really dont want me there. SIGH! I gave up yesterday so I responded to one of his emails saying, "SINCE I DECIDED I would not argue with you anymore yesterday... I will say this.. SAY what you want! SAY what you need! I know the truth and so do you. Shedding light on the situation... Ill stay in Chicago and you stay in (his hometown)... That way we dont have to cross paths at all. Since I was NEVER ALLOWED to see you in another light.. ILL KEEP IT LIKE THAT. AT AGE 25, people change and its usually for the better... I chose the Road to better and since im better than arguing with you Ill leave you be. All I ask in return is that you leave me be... We cant "BLAME" one another for anything if we dont exist... ACT as if I dont exist! PLEASE.. make it seem like you were told I went on home to GLORY! I am not going there with you anymore. I mean it, hell if he speaks death upon his life ill let him. I am better than this! He will forever be lonely he will forever because of his own behavior. I want to live and enjoy my life while Im still here. TOMMOROW aint promised to any of us. Since I dont plan on dying anytime soon.. I would like him to forget about me. Ive spent my last 12 months trying to get to know him and Be his FRIEND, all of which he dont deserve from me. So instead of putting 100 proof Vodka in my mouth and spitting it on him with fire blowing out of my Captains Morgan lighter. Ill leave him be like TOOROYAL said because I dont wish death upon anyone especially not me. And while I am finished writing this... I know I am and I deserve better than that! So like I emailed him "when you get it together as I said before.. Ill be here for you.... But if not Avoir!" Im done venting NOW!