Nasty Disposition

First off I got to give mad props to Keisha Kornbread… He didn’t want to see me in a bad mood and did something daily to make me smile. Especially this morning when he made cry tears while laughing.. LOL… Now on to the meat.. Sorry this is going to be a long one.

Well for the last week or so.. I’ve had an attitude out of this world. I have not wanted to be bothered and everything and mostly everybody was getting on my nerves. I didn’t want to smile or talk and just wanted to plain out just be left alone. It was so bad that sex and head couldn’t cure it. But my attitude probably made some good orgasms. LOL..

For Halloween the kids came to my door. I sat still when I knew they knew I was in the house. Especially with my car sitting there and my lights on and they could probably see the computer screen. I didn’t care, get the fuck away from my door. besides I don’t celebrate that shit anyway.

Then 2 people whom I deemed as important people in my life(ill leave them nameless) got on my nerve. One whom I had been attempting to make contact with wouldn’t call me or even text me for that matter. Boy was I pissed. This person ran me low. Then the second ran me even lower… I don’t know what’s wrong with this person. But they have me fucked up. I don’t know if they think I’m a mind reader or some kind of psychic. I’m not either.. I’m a social worker and part time counselor and ALL I have right now is a B.S. They would text me saying “You don’t get,” I’m thinking WTF. What is there to get? “You will never understand” LOL.. Hell in order to get 2 I thought you at least had to have 1 to start with. Well after trying not to play games with them. I rebutted… You’re right I will never get it for the simple fact I don’t have a clue as to what’s going on in the first place. Secondly im a grown man.. I didn’t play games as a child and Im not going to start as an adult. I do not want to want to pass go and collect $200 nor do I want take Chances(is that even a game) or play guess who. Silly RABBIT games/tricks are for kids. Needless to say they are fine and not talking to me which is fine. People are like a bag of mixed NUTS.. you never know which one is coming out next. LOL. That was not nice but original.

Then I got 2 severe infections and got to be off work for a couple days.. Most people would have been overjoyed.. I would have rather been at work. Then Friday night me, Dalilbbrown, and the DR ventured down to EIU our alma mater for the annual Black Alumni Reunion (TOOROYAL WOULDN’T COME). It was cool. I got to see all those who left before me and after me. I felt old cause the freshman are almost 10 years younger than me. Hell they are nuts and I believe they are prostituting on the campus. LOL. I got to see my ex and some other people. LORD I’m glad I’ve graduated and have moved on because if I were still there I would be in trouble.

Saturday another friend pissed me off royally. I was like GOD… Is it going to get any better. Later that night, I went to a restaurant and came back in. I hit the keypad and the alarm sounded. I thought I hit the panic button. Then I stuck the key in and the alarm went off. I thought WTF, someone fucking with my car. Well just in case they were lurking around I locked the doors and turned it off. Further pissing me off more! I can say now that today I am in a better mood. And not hating the world.