Struggles

In my attempt yesterday to stay awake throughout the day i somehow managed to hurt my knee in the process. I was hoping along all day on my leg. The couple nights prior I had not slept well and was not in the best mood anyway. But I came home and chilled.. Did some laundry, hey I sleep in the basement. I was so hungry and couldnt find anything to eat. I tried eating a can of soup with the juice poured off and replaced with water. That didnt feel me up then I tried some steamed mixed vegetables that went straight in the garbage for tasting freezer burned. Then came Oatmeal with nothing in it, YUCK! I starved basically. lIm dieting and this ISH aint no fun. Any and everything that I want I cant have so I sit and fantasize about them. I aint tripping tho cause I lost weight and hell im down 4 pants sizes almost into 6. My struggle now is to remain on this diet until my birthday which is in May. My plan is to be down to a 36(38-40 now), back down in a XL shirt(only a XXL now thats balloning on me) and be slim all summer. Last night I was so tired that I was in bed by 10pm and I was glad for it. So I woke up early this and actually left for work on time seeing as tho Ive been leaving at 735 every morning and barely making it to work on time. On my way to work I scooped up 76th street and took him downtown with me. I dropped him off at his bus stop and went on my way. I worked and chilled all day. Chatted with some new people and worked even harder. I got off of work and went to my second job which totally sucked. Then I came back home and steamed some brocolli florets for dinner. Then I took a shower and chatted online to some peeps from all across the way. Then I looked at my phone, LOW and Behold, Dekalb2 was calling me. I didnt answer but he didnt leave a message either good cause I aint calling him back. My ex from a long time ago got back in contact with me and wants to come and see me.
What should I let him do?
Leave him be!
Let him come see me!
Let him come see me and Have!