We have it all but LACK COMMITMENT

Why is it that when you shoot people down they get mad? Well that’s what I have been getting the last few days. I’m like what the hell? I know everyone hates rejection but damn. Am I supposed to Have with you just because you want it. The other day this Puerta Rifer hit me up trying to set up a meet and greet and I was like naw I cant do it. He was like ok lets chat for a while and then set it up. Hell Naw! I’ll pass for now. He got mad saying yo dick probably trash anyway. What? I’m thinking~! Don’t hit me up again he continues to carry on all irate. I could care less especially since he hit me up and I didn’t hit him up first. I started to be ignorant and say keep yo diseases to yourself, but I politely erased him off my list and moved on. Then the other people who try so hard and I tell them no. They try different attempts at trying to lure me in, like I’m desperate. No need to try cause I ain’t gone fall for it and they must know that if I didn’t hit them up then I most def ain’t interested. So my ex is really trying to weasel his way back into my life. Now its how is your day going and have a safe trip home. Am I bothering you? I mean he is sending texts and emailing me really trying to get on my good side. Why is it that when were together I couldn’t get phone calls, text, or emails for that matter. Uhm, maybe he is thinking I lost a good man. Well he did! But today he blew when he emailed me today and asked me “r u sure u just didnt want to see if u could still get it?” Get what Nigga. I’m saying to myself I’m as interested in you as I am the stray animals in my neighborhood. I replied back “I am sure that I didnt want to see if I could still get it. Its not a matter of me being able to get it because I know I can have just about anyone I want. Im young, thick, attractive, good head on his shoulder.. All the man anyone could want. Anyways, You must want some dick? “ That shut him up. Now on to the subject matter! Cash and Co-worker keep being on me about being in a relationship with Dekalb. They both keep telling me that he is my man when in fact he is not. Both of them on a daily basis tell me that we’re together and that we need to stop playing games. Ok its like this I love him a whole lot and he doesn’t want to be with me for whatever reason(s). Our relationship is weird for us not to be together. Like we used to have sex quite regularly, we buy things for one another and spend time with one another. I used to drive up to his school every weekend just about to see him. That gas, miles on my ride, and those hellish tolls. Also, let one of us do something then we’re mad as hell at each other. If I am somewhere and he feels threatened watch out here comes 21 questions a minute. SO there is proof he likes me. We have a perfect relationship all that’s lacking is the commitment for whatever reason(s). But needless to say I am in single and not with him. Is it possible to be in a relationship with no commitment? No matter how hard I try to move On I just cant. But maybe one day someone else will when my hard and then I’ll be able to move on. But it’s the weekend and it seems I got a long weekend ahead of me. So Ill holla when I get a chance.