Things I want to share

Right now I am celibate. I don’t have any kind of sexual encounters. I don’t masturbate nor tweek my nipples. What a change and I wonder what brought it on.
Once a person has crossed me I don’t trust them anymore and it takes a very long time to build up that trust again.
So as you all know I been going to the gym and thank GOD the wait is finally coming off. I losing an average of 4 lbs a week so I am happy about that. I hate going into the LOCKER room. It seems to be filled with naked men every time I go. Or when I am in their someone comes in and starts taking off their clothes. I don’t have that type of will power not to look. LOL. I know who is wearing under clothes and whose not. I just cant help it, it supercedes my innocence. LOL. Often I find myself looking out the corners of my eyes to what’s going on. One day some is going to catch me and it will be just my luck that their down and Ill go screaming and running out of there for dear life.
Why I am sure now that my personal trainers are GAY. On Monday, he went and was voguing down. LOL.. so yesterday I said you were really voguing wasn’t you, he said “yeah I was voguing down.” So I guess he thought about what he said and then he changed his mind said what are you talking about. CAUGHT UP! So me being the persistent person that I am kept messing with him. So then I asked are yall roommates? He said yeah.. Confirmation.