A day of some Hope

Woke up and was kind of tired but I made it through the morning. Today was my second day at Bally’s working out. I don’t know but I am still sore. My Pectoral muscles are sore and so are my bi and triceps. I guess maybe I was doing to much on Monday. Work was hard on today I mean I got so much paper work to and so little time to do it. Then someone I was peeping at the club one night hit me up. He is friends with someone else I know.....UHmmm, well I probably wont holla Then I talked someone From Matteson.. Now them I like …Sounds good to me…I will be getting to know them one day. Then they immediately wanted to know when the date was..ALRIGHT!!!! That’s what’s up. Been chatting with Naperville and Westside all day; on and off. Naperville says he has a man now…I don’t know why he is telling me that cause I really don’t care at all. Now my little Homie+ Westside is a nut and he stood me up for lunch…..I’m hurt….I sat around and ended up going to lunch with one of my str8 female co-workers. I guess Ill forgive him. When I got home I talked to Mattesson, who was cooking and invited me over…I didn’t go cause I hard word to do around the house and I am not ready for nothing like that yet. I don’t want to immediately fall in love. Then I talked to Westside…After that(10%) LOL. Homie+ is crazy. He wants me to want his body…So I can get him and lick, suck, and pump on his body. LOL…… Maybe one day…He has been neglecting me…He has not spent any time with me this week.. Then while talking to him and laughing I was throwing my mattress away…It was a site to see…me dragging this mattress down the street. I burst out in Laughter myself…He was on the phone rolling. The funny part about it is that my aunt will probably want me to go back and get it out the trash. LOL…she is such a pack rat. Tonight when I worked out, I just worked on one of the bikes and on the treadmill today to work on fat burning. My whole objective a week is to cut at least 2500-3000 calories out a week. That’s equal to a couple lbs a week. I came home and took a shower…. Ate a small salad and then went to my room….There was a message from 87th street telling me that they wanted to go with me…COOL!!! all he had to say is be more sociable and let me know he wants to go. Twin, sent me an IM saying you cant speak, LOL…Yes I can speak Twin…Didn’t notice you were online. I talked to Westside and Mattesson…. Before I went to bed….Dekalb sends me an IM asking me do I view him as a Bottom? Uhmmm Yes, He has been nothing but a bottom to me so how can I view him as anything else… Earlier, we talked about our relationship....well as much as I hate to say it, YES we had a sexual relationship and honestly we still have one…..So I don’t know about us ever getting back together. And or course when he stops being a fag…if I am still single that might expedite something….Today’s Gemini Horoscope….Saturn continues to move through Leo, which is helping you to understand how important communication really is. You always knew this anyway, but now you are beginning to understand this in a whole new way. You can see that taking responsibility for your words and for what you say is vital, as is the impact it all has on the recipient. The Sun and Jupiter continue to grace the love and romance sector of your chart, which is enabling you to enjoy the company of potential new lovers and have some fun in the process. AND NO TWIN I HAVE NOT FORGOT ABOUT YOU!!!