Self Revelation/Changes 2

Dang forgot to post last night..Thought I did but i guess not. My feelings today are Im tired of phony people and I am tired of sneaky people who lurk around waiting on some information to go tell. And I am tired of sometimey people. At the rate im going I will be single forever cause simply there is no one out there to meet my standards and the couple that are out there are my friends and dont want to risk our friendship. So thats why we mess around and go on about our business. Over the course of 24 hours I went through many emotions.....Some including cutting people out of my life and others limiting what I say/do with them. I know I am tired of Shadiness....people can save that for the TREES. I woke up feeling great this morning. I took the Dan Ryan to work..It is so much faster than the streets and save my gas. It is officially over between me and Naperville..We have both moved on. He claims to have this new niggah. I guess...There can never be another me. My co-workers are a mess. I was in the bathroom stall..taking care of my business. One of my nasty co-workers... kicks the stall and makes the door come unlocked. I got up to lock it back and he was looking at over the stall at me. What kind of switch hitting freak is he? I mean he is supposed to be a heterosexual male. I just wanted to kill him. Winthrop calls me over to see him...I arrive he spends some time sitting there trying to figure me out. Sitting there staring at me. Asking me whats wrong with me. Then we talked about Friday night and then he told me I WAS A MESS. Sometimes he tries to hurt me. But I have learned to overlook him cause he can be ignorant at times. I know I am over him finally.... I talked to 35th..He is cool. Tonight I started my workout regimen at Bally's...I am sore as hell too. well Im going to bed for now.