Rejection-Thursaday 10/6/05

Well this is thursday entry starting with Wednesday night...As much as we all hate it, we will all at some point in our lives be rejected....Northside called me last night before I went to bed yelling and screaming like some mad man simply because I didnt call him back. He began to tell me that he gave me some valuable information about My "Best Friend" that he said was messy and bogus and likes to talk about me behind my back. Ok....Well, ok he told me was I supposed to be his friend cause he told me something....I just hope that friend doesnt talk to him anymore.... I didnt want to hear it cause as it already appears 90% of time there is a WEDGE between us. I will not let another person be a wedge between my friends and I. If we gone have at it, then it will because thats what we were doing. Next he then tells me how he treated me to Red Lobster. WOW!!! I went to Red Lobster with a cunt....Ok, as if I cared about him taking me to a place I go all the time. I asked did he want his money back, cause I would hope in his car and bring it to him. I go to work everyday and dont need anyone to treat me to anything. If I wanted to go eat out everyday I could, LOL. He was just screaming, yelling, and cursing. I had completely tuned him out cause i could care less what he was talking about simply cause I didnt care either way. So finally when I was ready to shower..I asked him was he done tiranting...He asked is that all you had to say about what I just said..I replied YES, so he hung up on me... I didnt loose not a moments sleep over it either. I woke up and went to work and was persuaded by co-workers to make some spaghetti for our fall cook-out. Ok, I made it but it was not my best; but hey I got it done. I guess this is the day me and Naperville officially called it some form of quits. I dont know why we have been wasting one anothers time. All I know is that I am tired of it and among other things his shadiness. I swear every nigga in chicago is shady. Can I get some genuine people...Obviously not....so that leaves me tired of it. He began to tell me about stepping up to the plate. What plate??? The shady plate? He has the wrong one I swear. and then he thinks God put us on this earth to get on one anothers nerves. What kind of Crap is that? I dont know how many times in the course of this day, I've been told FUCK YOU, by his LOL. And then he wanted to call me a BITCH!!! Really which one of us is a real bitch... Then he begins to tell me about some other nigga and what he does for him. OK, WOW. LET him continue to do it for you. I dont care. This is what he had to say: (10/6/2005 3:22:51 PM): THAT IS WHY I SAID I WAS TIRED OF THIS IS BECAUSE I TRIED TO REACH OUT TO YOU I HAVE ASK YOU TO COME SPEND THE NIGHT WITH ME MY FATHER DOES NOT CARE WHO IS THERE I MEAN I HAVE A COMPLETE DIFFERENT PART OF THE HOUSE NO ONE IS GOING TO BE ASKING NOTHING AND YOU ACT LIKE IT IS PROBLEM TO DO THAT I KEEP TELLING YOU IT WILL ONLY TAKE YOU 30 MIN TO GET DOWNTOWN THE SAME IT TAKES YOU TO GET THERE FROM YOU HOUSE IN THE MORNING AND I KNOW THIS BECAUSE IT IS PLENTY OF TIMES MY FATHER HAS DROVE ME DOWNTOWN SO HE CAN BE AT WORK AND I CAN MAKE THE METRA AND IT ONLY 30 MINS AND WHAT YOU TELL ME NO I CAN'T BUT HERE IT IS SOMEONE WHO DON'T HAVE A CAR AND HE GETS ON THE METRA TO SPEND TIME WITH ME AND GET RIGHT IN THE MORNING AND GET ON THE METRA TO GO TO WORK NOW YOU TELL ME WHAT WRONG WITH THAT PICTURE? (10/6/2005 3:28:33 PM): I MEAN YEAH YOU ARE AND THAT IS WHY I WAS LOOKING AT THE WHOLE THING I AM LIKE HERE IT IS MAURICE HAS A CAR HE DON'T AND YA BOTH STAY OUT SOUTH NOT TO FAR FROM EACH OTHER AND I LIKE THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME THAT MAURICE WON'T EVEN MAKE THE ATTEMPT THAT SOMEONE ELSE WILL I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND AND I GAVE UP ON THE WHOLE THING AND JUST WAS LIKE WHO EVER COMES ON STRONG THAT IS WHO I WILL BE WITH. Well go be with him cause I gave up. Then after that I had a relatively descent day after that until Winthrop called asking me about Northside. I promise it is all a mess cause SHAWTY need to move on cause WE aint gone happen and then My FRIEND needs to stop telling me cause I dont care. He wanted to call on threeway so we could hear what he had to say, so later it would be no misunderstandin. I didnt care what he had to say and didnt want to hear nothing that he had to say. He could call him on his own.