Agony

Well this made day 8 of me having my headache. I dont know what to think... Is it a stroke? a broken blood vessel? Stress who knows! But I presssed my way on out to work this morning. I got there extra early my head throbbing. Im thinking why in the hell did I come here I should have went str8 to the E.R. I made it half way and out the door I went to the Dr. he grew very concerned because this headache should be gone. Dekalb being concerned called and was bossing me around,Wait a minute whose the oldest. But he was showing his concern and making sure nothing was happening to me. He began to order tests after test that I will have to go through. He told me to go home and rest and to go to the Hospital in the morning for more test. So i guess Ill be off work for the next few days thank GOD for sick days. Dolton of course showed her concern by telling me that she was going to beat me and etc and that she could not afford to have me die. I dont know maybe being with the heavenly father cause always be better than this pain.Then I called my granny and now she is trying to clock my tea on the side. She starts out telling me what I need to do. Then it went from that to telling me to be myself despite what others may think or say. I say "what you talking about Granny?" nothing in particular but just be you. LOL... Then move out and get your own place so you can be you. LOL... I almost said "Are you trying to clock my tea grantie?" LOL... So that conversation went on for about an hour. Ok, the only thing is that I am comfortable being me. NAW!! I aint ready to leave here and I know he is not done with me just yet! Pray for Jay, he lost his father on today and I was 30 mins late getting in contact with him but I will keep him and his family lifted in prayer. Remember to pray for your enemies, friends, and family. Pray for me as I do for you!