Thought for the day????

When I got up I called the Dr's office to find out if my CT scan had been scheduled and they told me no. That sometime next week it may be scheduled I snapped on the nurse on the phone and let them know I would be reporting them to the proper people and that they would not have to worry about me coming back there I would go to another Dr who cares about their patients. She then said go to the emergency room! WHATEVER HOE! Well my yesterday was spent sitting in the hospital with Intravenous lines coming out of my arm. I got stuck with the needle several times because my veins kept pushing the needles back out. Finally, this one nurse came in and forced a needle in and she made it stay. Then the CT scan revealed that everything is intact but I got some serious migraines and will have to go see an outpatient doctor for those. They want me to rest for the next 2-3 days, refrain from stressful environments, not to eat red meat, find out what stresses me and stay away from that, etc... Ok.. Kool not a problem. Dolton came up there when she got off work and gave me her spill on things on why I have the migraines. First she told me to many people on my mind at once. A whole bunch of important stuff that I need to take heed too. My mom managed to piss me off again today because she said lets go to MS to check on daddy. I simply told her NO once again because Im not up for a trip. Im supposed to be in bed resting and relaxing. She went on to tell me "thats your grandfather and what if he dies?" Well I am not GOD and can not spare his life so I guess it doesnt matter HUH? With her being such a drama queen that she is I clearly got off the phone cause she was making my head hurt. She is one of the few people that are part of my stress. Thought for the day and every day thereafter? Whatever is in your past, whatever you have done... and the devil keeps throwing it up in your face (lying, cheating, debt,fear, bad habits, hatred, anger, bitterness, etc.)... whatever it is... You need to know that God was standing at the window and He saw the whole thing... He has seen your whole life. He wants you to know that He loves you and that you are forgiven. He's just wondering how long you will let the devil make a slave of you. The great thing about God is that when you ask for forgiveness, He not only forgives you, but He forgets .. It is by God's grace and mercy that we are saved and always remember: God is at the window.