Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Bitches that start shit & the hoes that keep it up

So I talked to Dekalb last night and i think we worked it out...... And then on a rather sad note, we lost one of the pioneered in the civil rights movement...Rosa Parks....I was not even thought of back then but I am glad she did what she did to allow me to sit where I choose on public transportation although I dont ride it. What a way to go, Peacefully in your sleep, truly a homegoing of one of GODs children, shows MUCH FAVOR. I was hoping this was going to be a good day. None the less the Devil and His Children(will be named shortly), decided to be the demons that they are and block my attempts to have a wonderful day. I had to leave the job on some job related business...I get a text from Naperville(#1 lying ass Demon) saying, "U know what I read ur and it cool what u had to say i can not help that i was out trying to get me a car but it cool u dont ever have to talk to me"...I thought I told the bitch to never contact me again but I guess she didnt hear me the first time I typed..and must care that I dont want to talk to him cause he wasted energy and time to text me the bullshit. I know how to deal with people just like him....I replied.."The message was not recieved." And he too came to past..... Then I get back to the office and their is a IM from Winthrop(#2 Hypocrisy Demon) asking me all these if questions...Ok...I reply and thats when the shit hit the fan. This stupid bitch sends me an email talking shit to me...Keep in mind readers I have not talk to his stupid ass in approximately three weeks today and out of the blue he sends me an email talking shit(I'm glad to see that I was running through his head, cause I wasnt thinking about him), which I know he does to make me mad...cause he is one of those stupid as fags thats messy who must keep some shit UP.... We ended on pretty good terms...there was no bad air between us on my part..... but today that fucked all that was left and could be rekindled up. See Naperville and Winthrop are friends...two messy bitches if you ask me who like to start and keep up shit... I have never met anyone who for the hell of it starts fucking with people. Then he wants to recite shit to me in my blog....I dont need him to recite shit to me...I know what I said.. Then Of course Naperville made herself seem all innocent...Well the two of them need one another cause they both full of shit..MESSY... birds of a feather have always flocked together. Then to the ridiculous email I recieved.. Why did he waste his typing this...cause his failed attempts at trying to insult me, diagnose me, degrade, and aggravate....Were all blown off as something one of my clients would have said..But he did hit one thing on the head all except( I pretty much tried to be there for you. But I've realized that isn't what you want from me. Maybe you don't want anything from me, and I was just a person kept for your enjoyment. ) for the enjoyment part. I didnt get any enjoyment from him except when we would club.. Then, "Enough is enough of your mixed, confused, unhappy ass. For the past 3-4 years I have done none thing but try and be your friend, and constantly you have spit back in my face. I call you and ask how is your day going. I try and take a genuine interests in your life and try and get you to realize how good your life is. I've listened to you every time you talk about how the "life" and this hoe and this bitch has wronged you."...Hell he was part of the bitches who have wronged me....but he doesnt have to worry any longer.....about me....cause HE TOO HAVE PASSED JUST LIKE EVERY other cunt i have come across..... He makes it seem like he was such a great friend anyway. " If you wondering why (even though I'm sure you gonna say, I was the last person on your mind) I haven't called you it is because I'm tired of calling you to see how you doing, when you don't give a fuck about me. Its pretty fucked up that I have to hear from other people what's going on in your life, then when I call you none thing is up, none thing is new. It hurts Maurice and you don't even see it, realize it, or willing to admit, the hurt you bring to people. If you do the shit on purpose its not cute. If you do it to see how someone is going to take it, that's not hot." What would you do if everytime you told them something....they had to make snide remarks...or really not show any interest in what your talking about would you talk to them??? I wouldnt...Or everything else you say..the whole damn community knows before day break, I wouldnt tell him shit either. " Or if you do it because you still can't handle the fact that you a FAG that's your problem not mine, or any one else's. Oh to the contrary you are in denial right now, if you wasn't a confused fag you would have no problem being in a relationship. Also you wouldn't have to be in such a hiding with your family. One year you wouldn't be straight and then the next year bi and then the next year rushing your ass to all the gay clubs in hopes of getting some play. I am not a messy fag, I am a fag that has seen the light, and has learned that whom of which is called you is not worth the energy any longer. Its obvious that I’m still worth the energy because you still sending me shit. So if I'm not worth your energy then do yourself a favor stop writing me and say to your self once again. " Oh as it has become obvious to me..This person has a problem, doesnt know me at all, and needs to seek counsel. Ok in the past we all have went through the I aint gay stages....and that simply is in my past back when I was in college. IM out now... I am a not a fag nor do I plan on being one while I am still breathing air on this earth. Oh he makes it seem as if Ive never been in a relationship...I dated my ex for just about two years. But why would I trust being a relationship with someone I barely know...and then he doesnt know what relationship means himself... He has been dating his man for the couple years and all he do is cheat on him...I mean cheating after cheating...And he is one to tell someone about being scared to be in a relationship. When the right person comes along then I will be with someone, but in the mean time while their are hoes like him out there...lll be single.. And I guess Im supposed to be messy and GAY around my family...My family know who I am and what Im about...No need in broadcasting it. And then he is such a bright as person....First I was at college until December(all white school in the middle of no where), and then when I was in the club he dumb ass was right there with me. Such an imbecile... But none the less...When I stopped talking to the fucking Idiot this summer I should have left it at that. But his little E-mail and IM showed me if nothing else...we will forver be enemies and NEVER AGAIN anything not even an associate. He has been nothing but a headache to me since I started back talking to him and EVIL as hell....all things that are EVIL Shall be destoyed. Why must FAG drama find me....I dont seek it, nor desire it...But I guess when you deal with people of such low class and stature as a fag....You get what you bargained for....Now i hope I can have a Wonderful day.... but thanks to One person who has been able to cheer me, Thanks 35th for shedding some light on my situation....Maurice you've got alot of shit going for yourself, to be young, black and GAY. People are very envious of success. Most of these people dont put value on education, success and family. BUT as soon as someone obtains those things all of a sudden there mad at you.It's just too much. GAY people should be the poster board kids for PROZAC!!!!
But it was to do some FALL CLEANING anyway...so to hell with a lot of people and Hello to the new and Improved person I am looking for...And I can do now is ask the Holy Father to forgive me for I have sinned in the presence of you and your people....FORGIVE ME....I repent ....

4 Comments:

At 10:30 PM, Blogger Tim said...

Bae, I feel ya. IN MORE WAYS THAN YOU KNOW!

 
At 8:52 AM, Blogger Cash S. said...

Hmm...I feel like I keep repeating myself! Why do you keep being bothered with this stuff. If you feel like you can't trust them, then stop talking to them! If they say something...brush it off and move on. Don't continue in the same cycle of drama. Don't curse them out this week and then next week tell them you want to be cool and you want to be with them. If someone is giving YOU drama, its up to YOU to cut it loose. Don't keep putting up with it!!

 
At 2:35 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

"You gotta watch" Evildoers will always be around. Sometimes they are closer than you think. Nonetheless, as time move on, your gift to see these "demons" will mature.

 
At 7:07 PM, Blogger Dubbed As Trent Jackson said...

I love the word Diagnose. Keep in mind only doctors should use that terminology. But it's a good read though. Are we related?

 

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