Monday, October 24, 2005

Liars

There is nothing else in this world that I cant stand more than a liar. This weekend I realized that two people I associate myself with are habitual liars (liars of habitat). Dekalb and I talked last night before I went to bed. Yet instill, he is a liar and insists he has done nothing wrong. I told him I am so close to deleting his number and not ever talking to him again. I erased Naperville's number and wont hesitate to erase his too. I was really starting to show him some love, but after this weekend I dont even know if I want him to be an associate. I went to sleep. I woke up at 3am and stayed up staring at the clock all night until it was time to get up and go to work. I was sitting at my desk doing some paper work and Naperville hit me up like everything was ok, I didnt even look to see what he said..I just pressed ignore and and went on about what I was doing. He's blocked so I never hope to hear from him again. This is one niggah that can play so many games..I aint gone play them no more...and act like nothing happened. Considering the source...I should have known better.... Then I talked to Westside, he was telling me about his new man, although I was not saying much, I am happy for him and I hope it works out. I have no faith in LOVE right now. SO to my LITTLE HOMIE+ Dont let him hurt you. Then Dekalb gets online and I was hoping he would not say anything to me to avoid confrontation. He does...much to my dismay.. so I tell him I think we have grew apart..he then tells me No, were just experiencing turbulence....F**K turbulence... I then tell him "I feel something now about you.....I can't pinpoint it... But i've let some people go and im strongly considering letting you go. He replies, NOOOOOOOOOO!! yes all those O's.... why doesnt he want to go away... "If we cant be together, then we can be friends," I aint even trying to hear none of it. I rebuttle by saying you are not truthful to me and I shant try to estblish friendship with a liar, nor will I seek friendship in someone who plays games. This is day 4 that ive told him to get it together. TAKE HEED TO THIS WARNING: GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER OR THE TIES WILL CUT *twin shannon. I been consulting with Twin all day about the issue at hand...been said I should get rid of Naperville and Now he says Dekalb must have feelings for me cause he wont go away when i've tried so hard to do so. But like I said after today he has one more time to make to mess up and he will deleted and blocked like the rest of the people in Chicago that I find insignificant. The problem lies here.. I still care alot for him and thats why it hurts me so much....and is so hard for me to fully make him exit my life. Then I took things into perspective... He says to me "how would you feel if was friend with someone you dont like all of a sudden?.... Uhmm,makes me think...he has a point.... Then I called Twin...and compared him with an old friend....Ok he should be upset.... Well the person he doesnt want me to talk too..Its not like we talk everyday....but were cool and im not going to say Im not going to talk to him....but when I do Ill keep it to myself as I have done....Then day is not over so.....Stay tuned

IT came as a shocker, but we all must go one day...R.I.P. Rosa Parks... She Died today of natural causes...She was 92

4 Comments:

At 9:42 PM, Blogger KneeDeep said...

Damn, you may have to do some house cleaning with all of them.
KD

 
At 10:45 PM, Blogger Cash S. said...

This is for Dekalb...I worked too hard to get Twin to admit that he does care for you! I will not let you mess this up! It's obvious you care for him, he cares for you. Please sit and talk, without attitudes, and get it together!!!

 
At 11:49 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Many times we take several routes to always end up at a dead end. I know how you feel and understand your frustration. It is up to you to look past every new route and judge the route before you start your journey. If you do that, you will avoid a lot of issues that arise. Yes, you should give everyone a fair chance, but you must remain watchful and know how to cut the trip short if anything is out of order.

 
At 12:38 PM, Blogger Bobby Brown Jr. said...

Every few months I do this think I like to call 'Friendship Value Evaluations" where I evaluate all of my friendships to make sure they still bring value to my life. In fact I'm in the midst of doing one now. It works very well forme and I find that dont spend as much time dealing with toxic relationships with people who dont deserve my friendship. I (like you) HATE liars. In fact its definitely one of those things that brings out the UGLY part of my personality. Good luck with working through this.

 

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