Friday.....

First thanking God for allowing me to see another Friday. Last night I was talking to Dekalb pt1 and he made me realize one thing about him. He likes to play games and that he truly doesnt like me. He trying to play games with me AS IF I AM SOME dumb cunt. Im so over it and I hope he realizes that he just the opportunity to be with a good man, thats going somewhere, and looking for someone to grow with. Part 2 and I had our usual fight. We will be ok! I think that I will gone ahead and give a relationship with him a try because me and Dekalb pt1 will not be an item right now. I love him to death but I dont think he realizes it, or simply he just doesnt care. Work was ok, I was ready to go home since I walked through the door. They had me putting up christmas decorations, etc. What the fuck I look like? The traffic was absolutely horrible and it took me an hour and a half to get home. I was heated! I recieved a text from Winthrop telling me to call and check on Naperville. I knew immediately that something was wrong!!@@!!! Everyone please pray for my buddy Naperville,God sent the angels for his father on today. It seemed so close to home that I got upset and I never met the man a day in my life. But how ironic this is... God sent Naperville back into my life Monday in order for me to be a support system in his time of beaurevement. DJC, stay up and remember God loves you and so do I and if you need me for anything, Ill be there for you... whether its spiritually, emotionally, or a needed shoulder to cry on. I got your back!! Tonight I went out to eat with Twin and kmart. Winthrop carried on a little conversation with me, WOW!! Its all good tho. Dekalb pt 2 is on his way now... I talked/Sang to Atlanta while Im waiting on him.