The last week Friday through Wednesday

Well starting from last friday my work day was ok. I went shopping with my co-worker after work and we had so much fun. Whoever thought spending time with a 53year old would be so fun. Later that night when I got home, I pulled out the pitcher and made me a pitcher of Jose Cuervo and Tequila. I got hella drunk. Saturday I went shopping with another co-worker. We sat down to have lunch and she in a round about way asked me was I? I told her no, She said "I was just wondering because I cant figure you out." LOL, whatever.. I am not to be figured out. Me and Dekalb pt2 had a real good exchange of words on this day. He is crazy! I told him him that he is a crazy psychotic Bitchy fag and to erase my number. I guess it was a joke cause continued to call and decided we should work on our differences. Worth a shot. We went into Walmart, there was this Light skin man whole was flirting extra extra hard with me. We did the complete stare down for what seemed like eternity. He was afraid to say something to me maybe because I was with my co-worker and he was str8 on the D.L. which was cool because I was D.L. Trade. LOL. For what seemed like hours we did the stare down (yes, you can stay in Walmart for hours). He even left his work station to follow me around the store to continue to stare and smile at me. Finally, im like whassup Niggah? He had some customers.. so we stared. I sent my co-worker on a wild goose chase so I could see what was up. I walked up the Cashier and leaned over the counter and asked him whassup with Shawty back there? He looked like he didnt understand what I was talking about. "Is he down"? Still acting dumbfounded... I said "Niggah your family and I clocked yo tea, so lets not play the games, whassup with him? He said he is supposed to be str8, "Oh yeah"! Well I dont think so, we been doing the stare down and smiling for over an hour now. I left my number with him to give to him. Later that evening we went to one of our co-workers house. We ended up staying over there for hours as we were getting drunk. Two days in the row of getting lit. Sunday, I went to church at Destiny Worship Center, Pastor Patterson delivered a good message and besides that he got me together. I was being rebellious to the spirit, when I knew I was supposed to join the church. I walked up to put my offering in and he called me up in the pulpit and told me to shake his hand. NO!!! he did not just single me out. Me and the Dr. went to see my family and to eat. Then we went back to church for broadcast, here is when I became a member of Destiny Worship Center. I was so happy for my decision because I had been searching and was still not pleased Until I found this church. Now, as I embark on a new journey to being closer to the father... Im glad this church was my choice for I believe I can grow here. Me and Dekalb pt 2, started talking now. This is hard and is going to be difficult because we dont get alone all that great. Monday was any other day. Tuesday, I called off sick, I was not feeling good at all. I slept all day, it was the best sleep I had gotten in a long time. I called Dekalb pt 1 cause I had not heard from in over a week and I knew he was here. He answered sounding of a crazed maniac, Now you call me! Im like why havent you called me? He claims he doesnt know it and that it got erased out of his phone. I wondered who in the hell did He think he was talking to. He knew my number by heart and still knows it. Then he began to tell me about the devil messing with him and talking to him. Im like what the hell is going on with him. If you dont want me to call then say so. Talking about GAME playing. He doesnt have to worry about me calling him no more. Anyway im moving on. Later that night Dekalb pt 2 and his friend came to my house. He wants to use me for my body! Everytime we see one another sex is our driving force. LOL.. although we have not had sex yet we have come close to it. He gave me head, but thats it.. So we have not had penetration. LOL. Well he sends his friend to my bathroom while he got freaky with me. WTF, I wouldnt have went anywhere. She went in there anyway. We freaked for a while and I was ready to bang him but he is scared of me for some reason. I sucked his nipples and on his neck and rubbed his thang and his hole. Then......................................... and .................... Well he was screaming in ectasy. His friend said he sounded like a horse. LOL, well he got his but I aint get mine. Wednesday I went back to work and it was any other normal day. A lunch date was set up for me with a Friend ill call STARBUCKS. I shall tell in my next entry how that goes.