Gay or Straight?

First I want to give mad props to the ROYAL FAMILY for making my birthday weekend a great one. Special thanks to Kash for being the organizer of the weekend and Too Royal for driving up here.. It was all a surprise to me and I knew nothing about it. It all started out on Friday with dinner and bowling at Lucky Stripes. Madame Kornbread and the crew met us up there. Saturday some light shopping and dinner at Wildfire. Sunday, Garretts popcorn run and lunch at IHOP. I know we eat a lot.
Statefarm is pissing me off, them bitches still ain’t got my car fixed and waiting on a police report and its been damn near 2 weeks.

Today I am going to talk about the STORY of my life: SEX. Im having one of those random moments and thought I would discuss. Well, do you think that the lack of sex can make one cranky? The reason why I am asking is because I am told by many people that I am cranky and it is because I ain’t hitting that ass or pussy on a regular. What are your thoughts? I been having a lot of sexual related dreams and I can not fathom where they might be coming from. Where did the sanctity of sex go? I was having this conversation with this guy today and he showed me how fucking RUTHLESS people are.

(5/30/2007 12:57:12 PM): I'm lettin you know now, i want my back broke in while i'm single...by one nigga. somebody i can trust no strings attatched, dats clean and knows he's clean, that can promise me if he fucks somebody else dat he gone strap up...then we can take it to the next level
Mukky (5/30/2007 2:27:17 PM): Oh you want it raw?
Mukky (5/30/2007 2:29:25 PM): so what about your status?
(5/30/2007 2:29:34 PM): what about it?
Mukky (5/30/2007 2:34:59 PM): Are u sure that your not harboring any diseases that can be transferred to the top
(5/30/2007 2:35:44 PM): What I like, and what I do mean two different things...
Mukky (5/30/2007 2:36:00 PM): oh ok
(5/30/2007 2:36:01 PM): just ''cause I asked u, don't mean I ask every nigga the same thing
(5/30/2007 2:36:13 PM): but don't worry, you have already disqualified yourself
WTF, I thought.. I immediately ended the conversation.

TOP OR BOTTOM? What makes one a top or what makes one a bottom? Niggas be on that bullshit. So I accidently hit a couple of tops up and they were all ready to get on their backs.. Oh im verse! Another question, if your having a phone bone with someone… and they CLAIM to be a Top… How is it that your phone boning and they want you to beat it up … Doesn’t it sound like he is a bottom to you?

GAY or STRAIGHT? Ok I had this issue with this fag I met from BGC. He want to be gay in the night and straight by day. I mean how can you let a nigga stick his in your hole and fuck you and then claim straight the next day. I told him just like I told one of my friends… “To thine own self be true” “you do it because you like it” Its nothing wrong with being GAY.
360 what are your thought on all of that?

May 23rd is My Birthday

It all began on this day in 1981 that I would be born to young parents in Chicago. Illinois. My parents didn’t know what they had birthed in front of them. Hey I was born in the inner city of Chicago and faced many hard trials ahead of me. They didn’t know that I was going to be the smart, exciting, thick, good-looking and crazy person that I am today 26 years later. I am so thankful that I was able to see another on the earth. A day above dirt is better than any day below it. Many said I wouldn’t make it, but I’m still here.
I have so much to be thankful and so much to reflect on in the past 26 years. For one I am getting old, I am no longer a quarter of a century old and working my way towards the second quarter. LOL. GOD, had kept me here through many trials and tribulations, car accidents, depression and break ups. He has given me family, friends, baby mammas and baby daddies, health, strength, wisdom and the many more blessings coming forth. LOL…

At first my birthday didn’t mean nothing to me because last sure it was spent making preparations for my grandmother’s funeral. My 25th was sad, very sad. But my friends let me know that it means something to them so it has to mean something to me. Since I got up at 545am this my phone been ringing off the hook, hundreds of text messages, facebook messages and 360 messages all have been coming to my phone. My bosses have not done anything as of yet, but we play games around here when it comes to birthdays… My clients all rushed me with gifts and junk, they know what I like I got a mini grocery store on my desk.
I don’t know what I’m going to do today, Details will be posted on Tommorow blog.

One hell of a Birthday Weekend

What up 360? This ya boy coming at ya, I know it’s been a while but I’m dropping down on you with some of my weekly rants, raves and random thoughts. I had last week off from school to actually get some rest. I mean this professor was an Ass. I was disappointed that I didn’t get my usual A in the class but kind of excited about the B I am getting. Today the world OFFICIALLY enters into the realm of the ALMIGHTY GEMINI. What wonderful people we are.
Now on to my FAMILY. My sister came home to stay with me until she goes back for summer school and it has been hell. I mean I am in the phase of LIFE where quiet and solitude is important to me. I mean I been catching up on sleep and lounging around the house. Then here she comes and not only did she come, she brought her man with her. Hell I thought I must have been running an escort service on the LAKE. What would I call it, “LAKE SHORES Escort Service.” I quickly let her know that he was not going to be spending 100% of his time in my house and that when I come home I don’t want to see him or anyone else.
I have yet to talk to my momma and my grandma. I made it up in my mind a while back that I was done dealing with the HEART Ache brought forth by my family. I don’t know if they are misbehaving because of my Bisexual orientation or whatever the case is, I’m not putting up with it. I’m tired of being GUILT TRIPPED, scorned and made to feel bad because I don’t help them out. You would think that after I took their mothers day gifts and did a DRIVE by GIFT throwing they would see that I wasn’t playing anymore. I am not going to be talking to them until they change and I’m praying neither of us meets our demise before then.
With my 25th (26th) birthday quickly rolling around the corner I mean I am knocking on 30’s door and people will probably start calling me an old man. I wanted to kick this past weekend but did not do anything of the sort. Friday night I spent my evening having cocktails by myself in my bed chatting with the kids off of BGC, which is a DAMNED FOOL. I mean it seems as if all this underage High School Kids hit me up and the actual adults play games. In my last relationship I was 5 years his senior but never 10. I also find it HILARIOUS that I am blocked by several people who I never said anything too. I went to bed so early that I woke back up at 6am Saturday morning. I got up and went to the DMV to get my license because it was expiring on my birthday. I had to retake the written and vision both of which I passed. I spent the rest of the day chillin with Deb.
I had this best friend from HIGH School after we graduated we lost contact and haven’t talk, hell its been almost 10 years. Somehow we found one another on Myspace and we talked for about 3 hours on Saturday. I was so happy because we had a lot to catch up on. Hopefully, if he comes to Chicago I will see him next weekend.
My boring weekend climaxed last night on my way home when looked and saw MERCEDES in my window. I looked up and “Japan” had hit my damn car. I mean damnit you can’t have nothing. I get out the car and both of my damn Drivers doors are caved in. Then the rice eating hoe has the nerve to say to the police that I hit her damn TRUCK. I ask how? Your car ain’t dented but not 1 but 2 of my doors are fucked up. She hit me with the steel beams on the front of the truck.

The Bisexual Church

I know it’s been a while since I graced everyone with one of my blogs but a brother has been hella busy.
I didn’t know that one person could have more things to do in excess. I have dealt with my family whom I’m taking breaks from. I mean gimme, let me, can I and all his cousins nem GOT KILLED about 2 weeks ago.
But anyway my roommate moved out and I got to admit I love living by myself. LOL… Its quiet in my house, I am not a tv watcher so they are never on. All I hear is my aquarium running. That won’t be for much longer tho because pretty Ill be moving. YAY!
As far as the love life is concerned a brother is still single, it’s going on like 4 months now. There are some interests and some people that are feeling me, but I have not done as much as meet them. The innocently freaky Maurice has a high sex drive but I ain’t doing any of that. Its funny last week I was called into a meeting and I couldn’t move because I had an erection that lasted over 20mins and wouldn’t go down. LOL. My boss spanked me and told me to go and tap something.
I know my friends feel as if ive been neglecting them, I HAVENT…
This weekend I ventured down to EIU my ALMA MATER to see my good friend Georgy Porgy Graduate. Ill tell him again CONGRATS! His graduation is the last EIU graduation that I will probably ever attend because he was my last friend left there.
So on the Bisexual Church. TooRoyal always calls my church Destiny Coming Out center. I didn’t think that it is that many gays in my church until recently. I went to the club with the boys one weekend and it seemed like all the Destiny kids were at the club . All the fags in my church have wives, girlfriends and children. The majority of them are just the way I like them. That could get me in trouble but luckily enough for them I won’t date inside the church.
And I’m so unsatisfied with my job, I got 4 manila envelopes filled with resumes, applications, transcripts, and brown envelopes and stamps.
And Im moving! YAY!