I cant win for losing

After my hellish weekend and day yesterday. I thought let me get back into my workout routine. I leave work and decide to hit the gym bag all packed. Im sitting at the light damn the street from the gym and WHAMMMM!!!!!!!!! I looked in the mirror and saw the white car in my bumper. DAMNIT, DAMNIT, DAMNIT is all i could holla. I screamed to the top of my lungs. I was done. Now to add to the rest of my sorrows and pain... More damage to my car that I have not even had 6 months. I get out and there stands this nigga standing 5'11 cute chocolate skin. HE was to sexy I kept trying to keep from looking at him. I noticed he had some nice feet cause he was wearing house shoes, he didnt have cakes nor any underclothes on.. damn why did we have to meet on such circumstances. Maybe he was so good looking that I didnt feel the pain until after we separated. I was ready to throw in the towel, to much for Maurice in one day. I had to sit in the emergency room all afternoon to be told that I have whipblash, strained ligaments in my neck and back. My arms, shoulders and neck are fucking killing me along with the shooting pains down my legs. I am happy I am on Tylenol 4 and Motrin every 4-6 hours with rest and relaxation. Talk about on Cloud nine.

2 weekends from hell

Well as we all know the ROYAL FAMILY went to New York weekend.. Everyone else arrived at 1pm and I didn’t get there til 9. All the flight were delayed and which mine was one of them. WTF? Then I arrived and went to the rental car place who was giving me hell then I realized that my damn Debit card was gone.. WTF? Can it get any worst? Then on to the hotel which I was having the most difficulty getting too.. Talk about driving miles to correct an error. So I finally after my 4 laps around I got to the hotel. My battery was dead on my phone so I couldn’t call up. Later that evening we went to New York and I met up with my friend.
Saturday, We lost our damn minds and went shopping. At that point my phone began to be on the brinks.. DAMNIT. We got rained on and I ran out of money! I am not one to carry cash on me so It went so fast. Sunday was pretty much the same, except I didn’t have the money to shop. We ventured down to Harlem to see some historical sites. Monday, the fucking flight delayed again. NY and NJ are not some places that I will be considering moving too.
~This Weekend~
It was PRIDE time in the city and we participated in the festivities as we always do. Friday we went out to eat and then we walked around the North side. This night is when the bullshit started. We run into Cash’s guy, which we don’t like each other for some reason or some others. Well, I am a firm believer in not being phony so I didn’t say anything to him. Well at that point and it created conflict between half the group of 4. Which created a big argument all the way home.

Saturday, that was over and we started out with partaking in the festivities. I was texting someone else, when Cash decided to go through their phone. Not only violating the privacy of someone elses phone but repeating what was said back to the people who told me in the first place. This created an uproar with people not even there with us. I was fucking pissed. Because nothing that is some unnecessary drama which could have been avoided. As friends we all have to outweigh the good and bad. The good of one doesn’t outweigh the bad of others so I felt like he was only concerned with himself at that point and he lost some cool points with me at that point. Sometimes things are better left kept quiet. I just left the group and caught the bus home because I didn’t want to be in the midst of people while I was angry.

Because of this I have been fighting with my ex all weekend about the shit and this boy. It brought some things to the forefront of our “relationships. We now know we hate one another and I now who was and is most important in my life and I know it ain’t me. I been told that I am arrogant, a bitch, a queen and much more to name. Then to top it off. I was told my EX that he lost respect for me. WTF does that mean? Clearly when someone loses respect for you that means you are the scum of the earth to them. It means they dont give a damm what they say and do in front or behind your back-MrCool. It’s an ongoing fight. Now after the relationship has been over. I didn’t respect him in the relationship and all this other shit. So after hearing all I heard I know now the friendship between us over and maybe should have happened

Act like a kid if U want too

Song Im feeling at the Moment: Encourage Yourself by Donald Lawrence
My friend from LA is here and I kicked it with him all day. I woke up this morning and immediately hit the snooze…. WTF, I didn’t want to get up and boy I am tired. So I hate when I get like this, I am cranky and OVERALL a Real Bitch…. More so than ever!
People have been getting on my nerves lately because people don’t want to grow up. Life ain’t about games! People have been showing me lately how much I really mean to them.. Why is that people want you to put your all on the table and they have nothing or even try to bring anything to the table. That bothers me to no end… I say Damn what do you want me to do….. They claim to not be on bullshit but in fact that’s all they’re on… I just don’t get IT! I was not born YESTERDAY. On a more pleasant note… I kinda made amends with my family this weekend in our own way… I still have not had much convo with them but at least I’m willing to be cordial finally.
Yo Boy is still single…. But I’ve been meeting some interesting people and the bad part about it is that they are all in different cities far away. I met this 20 yr old boy and he seems to be full of drama but he real cool. I got my eye on this LOVELY lady at my church.. I want to marry her… If I only knew how to approach her... I love my ex but he is full of shit and didn’t realize he had a good thing so that’s why were single… He aint ready to grow up… TIME WAITS FOR NO ONE.
This past weekend Me, Debbie, Louis and a co-worker of mine went out originally for shopping and gathering items for my trip this upcoming weekend. I acted like a big ass KID! It started out with lots of birthday gifts from her and then a nice little lunch and ended up SOAKING WET. Me and Debbie were chasing one another through the gas station with bottles of water. Imagine my fat ass and her lil ass running around.. *** her yelling I’m gone get you Black Muthafucker*** (ME Screaming with Laughter).. LOL…. Then we went in Marshall’s clowning and fucked with the cashier. We did this dialogue of her being my wife and her taking care of me. All the while the Cashier is looking at us crazy.

Me: Babe can you buy these pants for me
Her: Yes
ME: Are you ready for me to get a job
Her: Yes im tired of paying all the bills, buying your clothes, paying your child support, and overall taking care of you.
Me: Im tired of having to beg you for money and everything…
Her: We need to go back to Texas!
ME: (grabs her around the shoulder) Babe, were not from Texas were from the Southside of Chicago. Did you take your medicine this morning? I told you about coming out without your meds.. (Cashier, looks in awww and walks away).

One of these days were going to get arrested.
We then went to Walmart, and she poured Water down my back… She ran off around the store trying to avoid me… I picked up a gallon and looked for her around the store… I finally caught her ass and she was scared. I didn’t get her get her cause Co worker was trying to protect her. But we made it back to Chicago.. Its after 12 in the morning and I remembered she wet me up so I grab the water out of coworkers car and Started throwing that shit at Debbie (her saying I’m gone get you black muthafucker. Then Co-worker pours window out her window on me…. And then I run back to my car and throw water out at her through her back windows.. OFFICIALLY the summer has begun and its on..