It's Just that simple----GOD BLESS YOU

Listening to: In the MIDST of it all by: Yolanda Adams
Before I left for ATL i made a promise to myself that I would lose weight because I was not pleased with the amount of weight I gained. I have gained a significant amount. So since I been back in the last week or so I have been on what I call a "Behavior Modification." I simply stopped eating after 8p and I have reserved Sugar for Saturday. In just 10 days I can see some small changes too. I am a member of Bally's total fitness and I am now a member of a team Called "Active for life." Every wednesday I will meet with a personal trainer and start going back to Bally's. I was working out like 2 hours a day and pretty much still eating as I wanted. Its all good tho.. even tho I dont have any support from Dekalb. Not much has went on since Monday. I finally got the fucking TREO fixed.. For it to be a new phone it has clowned again. So I was without from Sunday until Tuesday. Tuesday was the day for everything. First for starters, I walked into the bathroom and there one of my old dips stood. He was interviewing for a postition here. WTF I thought? I couldnt believe it and he couldnt either. But we played it off really well when we were "Introduced" to one another. Has anyone from the Chicagoland area noticed that the police are harrassing people. Well I was headed northbound and they were going southbound. I look in my mirror and I see them turn around in a parking lot and literally chased me for about 4 blocks to pull me over. Then gets out and says whose car is this. I say mine, who is it registered too? ME dumb ass. Then he wanted my license and ins card. Then he looked at my shit as if it was fake! Now anyone that has Statefarm knows that the cards are in a plastic covering.. He was turning it over and shit. Im like... you asked for proof not anything else. So then he told me to sit there while flashing lights in my car like I was a fugitive. I sat and then they came back to tell me that my headlight was out and to get it fixed and to have a nice day. WTF? all that? To me it seems that some people are not happy unless there is some turmoil in they're lives. When the enemy comes in like a flood, Simply look him in the face, text him, IM him, or whatever communication is necessary and tell him "GOD BLESS YOU!" Thats what Ive been doing to combat my enemies. I have this person I know and no matter how much I try to befriend him he opts not to take my friendship instead he would much rather be difficult and evil for no reason. Everyone has issues, but before anyone can correct anyone elses issues they have to have "Sweep around their own front before they can sweep around yours." No matter what or how this person may feel about me I still LOVE them and it aint nothing they can do about it. On another note. Who saw Noah's Arc last night? This show is running me low. How in the hell Alex just gone take Tre back like that? Aint no way in hell. I woulda broke up with him for not believing me. And Alex and the Crew should have beat the shit out of Guy for being a messy queen. The whole letter stunt was not as suspense filled as it should have. Besides them ending it with them pricks beating up my NOAH I enjoyed the show.

Im Memoriam

Now that Im back and finally recouped from going to Atlanta I thought I could sit down and jot a few words down on the page. Atlanta afforded me many different opportunities to meet people, get away, and possibly think of my future home. When I was there I met Pj Brazile, NO4REAL, Prodigal sun,my Louisiana friends, and Ken I think is his name. Then of course I saw some of the other people I've met before. Needless to say I had fun. We would wake up at about 12 and by 1 we was drinking. Then we would go out and then come back to the Hotel and Re-Up.. LOL... We kicked it so hard.... The next Event we will be hitting up is probably going to be Dallas and Nashville. I am looking forward to kicking it with everyone that will be there. Last week I was hella tired and did not do much. Hell I only worked twice last week. I had a small lil Noah's ARC get together at my house on Friday night but I was a party pooper cause I got in the bed and went to sleep.. LOL... Saturday I went shopping for a new comforter set to go with my new bedroom furniture. Im such a picky person that everything that I bought I have taken back to the store and the one I bought last night is going back today. LOL... 5 years ago I awoke up at 9:30a in my dorm room and turned on the TV to see a Plane flying into a building. Hell I was still dilusional and I was like damn what kind of crazy ass movie is this. I changed the channel and there that shit went again. SO I sat up and got my celly off the charger to see several missed calls and a voicemail notification. This is real I thought and later to find it out that the U.S. had been hit by terrorists. Immediately I went into shock and fear. I thought damn they coming to get us next and I was like shit and my room is on the top floor. LOL.. finally I got ahold of myself and stopped being melodramatic.. There was no way they would pick this little hick town in the middle of cornfields to come and bomb us. I continued to lay in my bed and made the decision not to go to any of my classes because I was so intrigued as to what was going down but grieving deeply and sobbing for those people who lost they're loved one and praying my cousin who lives in New York had decided to stay home that day. I talked to my grandma all day about what was going on and I wanted to make sure my whole family was safe. What were you doing on 9/11/01? Today, I am at peace because GOD knew the whole time how those people were going to go. I just think about that following thursday when I went to Anthropology and my professor said that he didnt give a fuck about the people or anything else that happened. He said people die everyday from cancer, aids, old age, etc so what makes them any different. I remember so many people cursed him out and walked out the class(YES, I was one of them). GOD, bless the souls of the deceased and be with those who still grieve the loss of they're loved ones.

My First night in the ATL

After getting off work and being delayed for more than an hour me and Dekalb made it toSTL about 9:30. Then of course we didnt go to sleep until about 1:30am and then got back at 5:14am when the alarm clock didnt go off. Well I made it to ATL yesterday about 3 o'clock pm. It was so fun in the truck cause me, tooroyal,dekalb, and EIU Lesbian was laughing the whole way down here. I immediately came to my room and tried to go to sleep but my insecure other part kept calling to make sure I was not doing anything. Hell i was looking out the door and it was plenty of niggahs on my floor but none that I would want... They were all skinny and kinda fem which aint a problem but skinny and fem dont work for me. Then we made it to the Liquor store and then to the underground which was closed. But we met up with some of our chicago friends. I aint gone call no one out, but you know who you are. I saw you looking at other people up and down like they were filth. NOT the case.. they are a true definition of GRAND.... and it aint a fasod nor a dilusion of it. CATCH IT!! After that I couldnt take to more of that phoninest so I left cause I was in no mood for arguments. I left there and was finna have to fight this fag. I am fucking 900miles, 12 hr away from my home and he wants to start. BITCH Im tired and I aint the one. I met up with Chiblknasian and his crew and went out to eat where the waitress ran me low. Hell after that experience my crew didnt even want to go out. We can back to the Hotel where we ran into the porn star Ty Lattimore... Hell Dekalb went crazy and that kicked off our fight. He stopped talking to me so we all know... I didnt talk either. But I will enjoy the rest of my trip regardless if her talks to me or not. Right now Im finna go and read him.