Leaving on that Midnight Train to Georgia

Im so glad that this has come. In approximately 28 Mins I will begin my route to Atlanta Georgia the home of the GAYS.. LOL.. Just kiddin but it is alot down there. I got a long day ahead of me, with me driving to Sprint to pick up my replacement phone. Oh yeah since I didnt blog I did have a chance to tell talk about SPRINT PIECE OF CELLULAR SHIT. But my new $600 phone quit working.. Ill get to that later. But Im on my way to STL and then Ill leave in the middle of the night to arrive in ATL sometime tommorow morning or early afternoon. To all my bloggers there hit me up so we can network.

The T.V. and the people who watch it

Now anyone that is familiar with me knows that I am not a big Television viewer. Usually at the moment the t.v. is powered on my journey to sleep starts. Sunday while Cash and Atlanta were over, while we were sipping on our Martini's and long Islands, we watched t.v. We viewed a few different shows such as girlfriends which I had never seen. Two episodes and I know those 4 women are full of nothing but drama. I value my friends opinion alot, but they will not dictate my life to me as if they are reading me off a script. Then I was scrolling through my ON DEMAND channels to see whats available(those of you who have comcast know what this is) I ran across Madea's family reunion so I purchased it. Then The Fantasia Barrino Story came on so I paused that and watched that. Is anyone else with me but was that show a piece of SH*T? She is a horrible actress! It seems to me that they had a budget of $50 and at the end they still had $25 left over. No one was talking about or anything else, hell it wasnt until after she became famous that anyone knew any of her personal business. Who hasnt the church shunned out.. hell unwed teen parents, homosexuals, and anyone different so she didnt have to include that. Hell this is a new day and age.. its just as many unwed teen mothers as their are teen homosexuals.. But hell you know many functioning developmentally disabled person's there are? MILLIONS.. many of our celebrities suffer from some form of mental illness and illiteracy. I am an avid fan of Tyler Perry and have watched everything he has produced 100's of times. It was not until Sunday that I grasped the whole concept of family aside from the comedy. FAMILIES did not just start when I was born but centuries and generations ago. If our ancestors were to see the way we act, think, etc they would not be pleased with us. Its like everything they faught for is gone down the drain. Right now im trying to instill FAMILY into one of my clients. The next thing that pissed me on Sunday was a friend of mine we'll call Detroit called me and asked me why havent I called him? My first instinct was going to read him for 25 counts of his stupidity then I thought you're better than that so I politely told him I would talk to him later. It burns me up that person who do nothing all day but sit on the net, watch TV, and sleep expect you to work and call them everyday. Your not doing anything so why dont you call me sometimes. Better yet "EDUCATED BLACK MAN" get off your ASS and do something. I wake up every morning at 6am and sometimes I dont get home from work until 10pm. Hell im tired and I dont want to talk.. If he was working then he wouldnt have so much IDLE time. I know this is a long one and im bringing it to a close. On the WGN news this morning I heard 3 stories of which just wanted to make me stick my fist through the screen and toss the TV out the window. The 1st being this man who is in jail because "HE KILLED JON BENET," He aint killed anyone. If he killed her then they would have got him in the 10 yrs she has been dead. He is promoting his book.. Then the story of Osama being in love with Whitney Houston and killing Bobby Brown off and making her one of his mistresses, which might not be a bad idea. Then the stupid APE we have as a president.. with his quote "The troops wont leave IRAQ as long as im in office." If he come on TV and make a statement like that then it is time that we get him out of office. IMPEACH the MONKEY.

A great week

Last week was a good relatively good one. What does anyone think about this new season of Noah’s Arc? I am not really feeling it. The story line isn’t good and it is not as good as last season. I hope it gets better later in the season. Does anyone think that Juanito is fine as hell. He is too, and I guess is it because I strong attraction to Puerto Ricans. I used to have one and I loved him so much, he never knew it. I was listening to the radio and they were talking about the new generation of homosexuals. The people are younger as the days go by. Its true I am starting to see at an alarming rate of young children displaying more homosexual tendencies. Its strange what do think about it? I know I’m rambling but Ill get to the meat soon. In exactly 10 days I will be leaving Chicago to head to the ATL when I get off work…. ALL THE ATL BLOGGERS MAKE SURE YOU HIT ME UP SO I CAN MEET YOU WHILE I AM THERE. Cash is not going although we have been trying to get him to since we planned the trip. I even thought out a solution for him; fly down and ride back with us. He kept playing and now the plane tickets have went up by $100 since last week, so I’m sure he won’t be going now. Saturday was a great day. I had a little SOIRE at my new house. It was supposed to be a Housewarming/Liberation party that was Put together by Chiblknasn. It was so much fun none the less. My house was packed full of people who said they were not coming. The people who said they were coming didn’t show and the ones who said maybe or just flat out no showed up. It was like a nice bloggers meet and Greet. If I can remember everyone that was there ill put a link to they’re blogs.. CHIBLKNASN and his friend J the Burb boy, CASH, E,NIU_FYNEST, NAPERVILLE, WINTHROP, IESHA, INFINITI,DALILBBROWN, and can you believe the infamous CAPTAIN and his crew. This is what shocked me the most that night. I am not going to mention the countless arguments me and this has and his direct quote “I refuse to attend.” But non the less I am happy he came. It gave me a moment to see him and touch basis with him since we have not got along in a long time. So maybe this is the start of a NEW FRIENDSHIP. Truly it was a great event with lots of people, food, gifts, and drinks. Hell I was thinking that I must hang out with a lot of alcoholics, because the alcohol was coming in boxes and big bags. When I woke up Sunday morning, I thought my Island was part of the local tavern. The event ended late and completely ended when we left the club at 3am. Special thanks To Chiblknasn for being a good coordinator, Cash for the drinks, Donte and Winthrop for the Gifts and whoever else did something. Today, is the first day of school for Illinois State Colleges and reality is setting in that I am getting old. This is the 2nd year that I didn’t go back to EIU. Its kind of sad not including that I cant pass the vision part of the drivers test without my glasses and I could before. Stay tuned for pics.

What are some of the freakiest things you have done?

I know this is my 2nd posting for the day but I wanted to get it out...

* I had sex in a park one night in clear view on a picnic table behind someone's house
*I was stuck in the middle of traffic and I started getting it on right there where anyone could look in my car and see.. (before the tints).
* I had sex in my mom's driveway with my guy where all they had to do was look at the window at me
*I had sex in my mom's basement with my little brother in the next room
*In my new place, I have nig picture windows and I had the blinds open, I had my guy to suck me off while I was recording and I didnt care who was watching and then I tapped that.
*On my trip to Miss in March.. My guy and I played all the way there even while we were next to other cars.... I was so hot and bothered when we arrived that we took a shower together and got it going in there.
*When I worked in one of my old jobs, me and this girl would get it on at the front door knowing anyone could in at anytime...
Ok im going to stop, im getting bothered.. LOL Im sitting at work with a BIG 9 inch hard on(LORD it grows when your horny) and one of my clients walked in and looked down..

****Disclaimer: All of these are factual events********

Smoking Cigarettes at Night!

Since last Wednesday I been hella busy. First I had to go and get my furniture. My furniture would not fit through the door of my apt. I could just cry. Here I was all sweaty and about to cry cause it was so difficult. Something clicked in my head and said see if you could get in through the window. I got the love seat through the window but the couch was not going to make it. I totally had to remove the windows to get it in there.. I didnt care cause I was so happy to have it in there. Ive been working my 2 jobs and then coming home doing some deep cleaning and unpacking that I had not done. Dang, A person never know how much junk they have until they move. Ive been doing myself a favor for when I do move next year into my house.. IVE BEEN THROWING IT AWAY. Word to everyone... If you have not used something in 5 years then chances are you are never going to use it. Saturday I stayed in and chilled and then went to my Friends going away party. Im so jealous she is going to Howard to get her masters and Im sitting here in Chicago working like a Hebrew slave. Sunday I went to church and I took a couple of my friends with me.. GOD was really moving the service.. and my pastor was hitting things on the head. I had not felt so convicted in a long time. He was getting me about my attitude, my mouth, and my unpure thoughts. Sunday me and Dekalb made a deal that we would give up something that we loved the most. He has been working on giving up smoking for the last week. I was so mad at him cause he kept talking about this my last cigarette and kept coming up with more. I was just like dont expect to kiss me or lay next to me. I hate the smell of that stuff. I agreed to give up sugar until he can get over his urges and I immediately starting having withdrawals. I can make it. Yesterday, Me and Dolton went to Olive Garden. It had been so long since I seen her, so of course we had to play hit and squabble. LOL.. We have been playing it for 4 years come August 22. I got my Taurus out of the shop.. Its all fixed and repainted. I parked my new car and now im back to driving it although its only 3 years old. I come home to Dekalb who had a chip on his shoulder from the moment I walked in. Our night went without us speaking 2 words to one another. I grabbed the house phone and got on the phone while he continued to play on the computer. I dont know what the problem was but I aint gone worry about it. He didnt even sleep in the bed, he slept in the front room on the floor. This morning was the same routine.. We didnt say nothing. Uhm, are we breaking up? Or is it withdrawals from cigarettes?

Hell I dont act this bad when I have withdrawals from sex. I aint gone worry about the issues this week I got to get ready for the get together on Saturday.. I hope to see yall there!~

Cant we all just get alone

Well its been about a week since I touched basis with the blog world. Not much has been going on. I have just been on the countdown to the days when I will make it to ATL. 22 more days and Ill be there. Im so looking forward to meeting alot of my internet friends from there and the other ones that will be down there for the Annual ATL Blk Family Reunion. LOL. Friday me, Dekalb, and Cash went up North to Winthrop's house to do our annual get together when his parents are out of town. No hanky panky went down like last year. Saturday night and went and paid off my tables so I could get them by the time my furniture came. Saturday evening I went to a birthday celebration for my Uncle's 80th birthday party. We rented a hall that my cousin owned that was connected to his coffee shop. For some reason him and his wife had a nasty attitude from the time we walked in. Then supposedly one of their kids went to them and said we were talking about them. Next thing I know it turned into a big argurment soon to be FIGHT. I left cause I didnt want to fight and I didnt have my piece with me. As I was standing outside shit began to really get out of control. My cousin walked up on my mom's talking shit. He knows and I know she could hold her own. She has been a thug all her life and it aint gone stop now. But before I could get back in there to help her my little brother stepped to him "Muthafucker dont be talking my momma like that." I felt proud.. My baby learned well... Money and Family dont mix. Here we are helping them to get they're business up and running and they have no people skills. And just because the majority of the people there were not from his side of the family that doesnt give him a right to act a fucking FOOL. He dont know the majority of the Caples men all got wrap sheets and wont mind beating the fuck out of him. We just left way before it was time to leave and took the party to her house where it was fun and we had all the drinks that we wanted. Sunday I attempted to go to the Laundry Mat but the ATM's were down so I went back home and got ready for church. It had been a long time since I was on time for church, let alone before the Praise team started. I went back home and took a nap and then got up and Rocked Dekalb's ass to sleep. See he was trying to get me started before I went to church. See how the enemy will come in and try and stop you from going to church. I then went out and purchased my new phone.. Its a Palm Treo and I named him TreShawn after my godson. Ill admit its a bit much for me... Im high grade but not that high grade.. Im going to keep him tho... At least for 18months like Sprint makes you keep it until you can upgrade again. Yesterday I was talking to a fellow blogger and he was quite upset because he feels like he is hated on by other bloggers and that they are upset because his blog is better. I aint tryin to be funny. Maurice (8/8/2006 10:10:04 AM): "Im just saying... Its a blog and we all share ideas.. Its not a competition to see whose blogs do better. Thats so childish. " Truly Im not on here to compete and see how many people I can get to read my blog and comment, to get people to come to my page, or raise my page views. NOT AT ALL! It comes with a maturity level and as this person ages they will see life is too short to be getting upset about nonsense and that its just a blog... It holds no real significance other than to express your thoughts. Well you know last week I lost one of my clients. This clients had many different responsibilities throughout the agency and one of those was to make sure the vending machines stayed were stocked weekly. Well since all the big bosses are gone and I am in charge of operations right now(Of course no adjustment in my pay) I had to stock the machine. It seemed like he was not pleased with the way I was doing it so his spirit jumped into mine and made me do it right. Yes it seems crazy but it happened and the funny part is the other person that was doing it with me, says he got hit when he didnt do something right. Its funny how spirits come back to visit us. But I know this one is long but have a good day.

Tommorow is not Promised to any of us

Listening To: Bless your Holy Name

Apostle Donald Alfred

This has been a trying a week one I would say to test my faith and once again make me realize who GOD IS in my life. For starters the heat has been unbearable and almost hard to deal with. The temperatures have reached into the mid hundreds... and with the heat indexes it has reached as high 119. Damn that’s to much. I’m a big boy for one so that really didn’t work for me which caused me to sweat even more. Everyday this week has presented me with something as a test and a trial and I think I have passed them but not with flying colors. Honda is an expensive company. My brake pads went on my car and they wanted $539.33 to repair them. WTF I thought? My pads were so completely gone that they didn’t even want me to take the car from the service port. Can you believe it they made me sign a waiver stating that the car was unsafe to drive and that if anything happened to it they would not be liable. Ok.. I tipped it to my mom's house so her husband could fix it and now imp stuck driving my old car that my brother tore up. LOL. Its not funny but I got bungee cords holding up the bumper and front end assembly. I felt like I was knocked off my high horse having to drive it like that. None the less its mine and it beats the bus in this sweltering heat. I knew this was going to be one of those days when I came out the house and couldn’t get the passenger door open because of the accident and then got to work and realized that I left my lunch at home. Still then I didn’t notice that something was wrong. It wasn’t until 8:45am and my boss came into my office crying that I noticed that something was wrong. Then i heard the bad news.. 1 of our best clients had died last night from some type of myocardial infraction but I think he had a heat stroke which he probably did. Its been said around the office day. I have been doing grief counseling all day and having 200 clients and about 10 staff there was no way we could accommodate all these individuals so we had to call one of other agencies to come in and help us. I wanted to cry myself but I remained strong. This really makes me think about how we should appreciate people while they are here on this earth. I used to be one of those people who would shut people out but if something would have happened to one of them while I was being an asshole and not talking to them I would have cried and been upset. As people we can be mean as hell sometimes and can say some mean things that we really don’t mean. I remember back in the winter I was going through something’s. I admit I kind of have Intermittent Explosive Disorder and the smallest thing can tick me off. Well I said some bad things to him because he made me mad and instead of him leaving me alone how I usually am when I’m mad, he kept calling and texting me which caused me to act kind of ugly. We went for 8 months without any real conversation. Our mouths can get us in a lot of trouble. Mine does! I never realized it until I lost my best friend. He didn’t want to be my friend anymore and I kind of deserved it. It took just about 8 months for us to be cool again. We are getting better! So its better to keep contact with someone and let the person know that you care about them and love them because tomorrow is not promised to anyone. I know someone else that does this whenever something is going wrong in they're life. SHUTTING the world out ain’t gone make it better and its always better to have the ones who love you around.

Girl lets go to Red Lobster and Eat

Dekalb told me that he does not live here. I beg to differ, he has not been to his parents home but one time since I have lived here. People who dont live places dont be there everyday, dont buy groceries, pay utilities, or have keys to places they dont live.Reality has not set in just yet but I know when I go to work Tommorow Momma D wont be there. Friday was cool i got off work and went to my other job. A much better week than I had last time with him because exactly one week prior I spent it with the police and him. Subway came over and chilled with me and Dekalb until I went to sleep on after midnight. Saturday I went to work again and went to order the tables so they would be there by the time the furniture got here. Then me and Dekalb went out to chill with Cash and ride in his new car. It a nice car and her name is BOSSY! We went to Red Lobster to eat and I swear it must have been FAG DAY..... It was the employees, the customers, and the customers coming in. It also must have been pick up your FAG HAG and lets go to Red Lobster. Everytime I looked up It was be a Fem Guy and 3 or 4 women coming in. FAMILY was represented all throughout the restaurant. We left there and then went up to Jackson Park to meet up with Sauk Village. My first was up there, and some other people I know. The park was tired and Late so we came back to my apt to chill. We sat in the house until they left shortly after midnight. Today i stayed in the house and chilled because it was to HOTT!